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greetings and salutations friends and

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welcome back to truth seekers today is

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tuesday and we're continuing in a new

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series of sorts tarot card tuesday where

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you can get a free reading right here in

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the live chat

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uh stephanie from as the willow grows

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was kind enough to send us a new reader

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and her name is autumn rose she'll be

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debuting here today

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uh

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i

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have

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not

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quite honestly

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looked too deeply into her i thought

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it'd be better if i get to know her a

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little bit right here on air and bring

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you along with me so welcome new friend

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autumn rose

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so i thought i thought maybe we could

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you could tell me a little bit i'm

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always fascinated by this sort of origin

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story like by how you got into doing all

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of these things and got into these

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topics and doing greetings can you

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give us some of your background

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yeah absolutely um i've been getting

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tarot readings done myself for

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such a long time

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and i kind of got into it a little more

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when the pandemic hit i bought my first

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tarot deck maybe a year before that i

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was training myself and then i opened my

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own business ottoman poison peak

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and trying to make myself an online

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presence here and since then i've become

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a reiki master

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and also all of my my readings because

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when you are tuned at the reiki level it

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comes with

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a healing

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aspect of all my readings come with

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protection

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and healing i know people were talking

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about the prices being a little high but

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all of my readings come with reiki as

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well

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that's just how i do my thing and

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it's a lot of work and energy and it's

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something i truly love to do i'm

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supposed to be here being a healer on

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this planet for humanity

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it's um yeah as far as the prices like i

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you know i haven't looked too deeply

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into it but i am aware of

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uh several different

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people who do

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tarot card readings that are on the west

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coast that are three and five hundred

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dollars for a half hour so yeah

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there's kind of this there's kind of a

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range right some people are are uh

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i don't know we have to earn it i mean

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we've willow she's amazing and we've but

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we've been in this for a couple years

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now and you know as you get busier you

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need to raise your prices to filter out

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the people who really want to have your

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message you know and really want the

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help and it's like

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if people are willing to pay for their

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own help they are willing to take your

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advice a lot more clearly and it's just

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from your spirit team

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from

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you know your guides

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and what they want you to know and it's

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the more you're willing to

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put out there

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financially people will likely listen a

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lot more because there's these free

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readings all the time and then it's the

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same people coming in the chat all the

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time asking the same questions about

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you know does this person love me does

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this person want to come back to me

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people who are always concerned with

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love life right yeah love life is a big

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one yeah so it's like it's important to

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people right but what what did you grow

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up with like some sort of organized

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religion and how does

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in the christian church i even went to a

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private christian school

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and just something felt a little off to

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just following that religion

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i don't ins like everyone has their own

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path right everyone

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resonates with certain things along the

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way and for me it was tarot and that

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reiki energy just being a healer and

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seeing from my own past experiences

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how i grew up the f the family dynamic

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like my life was not easy

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and getting to where i am now and

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showing other people how they can find

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their inner strength and

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really just that we all anyone can do

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this anyone can

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teach themselves anyone can find a

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mentor like or a friend group i'm very

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much in a spiritual bubble i exist

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in a spiritual bubble um so

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but i truly do enjoy it it's my life

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it's like my career this is literally

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isn't it interesting too that the

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pandemic started careers for so many

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people i started this show because of

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the pandemic

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well my business got destroyed

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my old business that i did before the

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pandemic was was related to

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in in service in people's homes so

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obviously with the pandemic nobody

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wanted you in their house i had to do

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something and i i just started this and

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just kept on pushing and it's

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interesting so i know at least

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i don't know counting you like four or

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five people that said

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because of this pandemic i'm just going

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to do what i think i should be doing

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yeah because i have this free time to

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develop it right i mean if you look in

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the spiritual community that's a huge

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reason why we think the pandemic

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happened so people can step into what

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they've really wanted to do like think

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about how many people started doing art

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projects and making masks and like this

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is just one aspect there's a whole other

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side of kurt like people who started

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their own businesses like i heard

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especially in the united states that

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like 50 like 50 000 people or something

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walked out of their jobs

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yeah you had a great walk out yeah you

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know what i think the pandemic made

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uh realize what was more important and

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maybe a little bit of time off gives you

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some reflection right and you say

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i know for me like i used to have this

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soul crushing cubicle job right you know

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at some point you just say i'm not going

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to do this anymore i used to work for

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lawyers i was i have a legal assistant

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that's what i went to school for and

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that's interesting

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you know it's just it changes like

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things in time and age they all change

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you when you're just like sorry i have

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incense growing so

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yeah everybody

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so like when i i was just like you said

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sitting in a cubicle

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and you know you get older and you're

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just sitting there and you're like what

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do i really want to do with my life and

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you can get back money you can get back

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you know certain experiences but you

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can't give back your time

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and that's that's a big thing to me is

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that the only and the only resource that

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i can't get more of is time so i'm here

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i've always been for the past several

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years at least i've been very conscious

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of like do i really want to spend my

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time doing this or do i want to do

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something more meaningful yeah you know

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and you just i also just

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started reading more i

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went back to school i did my reiki i

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went to my reiki masters that takes a

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lot of time to become a reiki master

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along with other supernatural things

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like yeah i gotta admit on reiki i'm a

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little bit on the fence like part of me

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thinks i i know somebody that was uh

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very ill and they and they went on like

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healing journey and reiki was one of the

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things that they did and i was kind of

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on the fence and i still am about what

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its effects are what its benefits are

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because you know like i guess if you go

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from pure science there's not

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there's not a lot of literature that

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would support that no but you know

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what's funny is i also took a cognitive

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behavioral therapy class

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and um the i took it before the reiki

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and that's the similarities in like

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let's say you have back pain you know

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they even said it in the cognitive

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behavioral therapy class like this the

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same chart was in both my reiki and that

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class

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um about just

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having um back pain because you feel

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you know there's

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things that happen in your real life

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that will make you have physical pain in

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and it's just sim it's just funny that

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there's with science like

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cognitive behavior therapy is a science

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psychological class sure yeah reiki is

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all about energy and clearing out your

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chakras like from the root to your crown

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and also going back into your past lives

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i know this is like

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people don't necessarily believe that

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right but when you go back i can do past

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lives readings and i get like the

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craziest visuals doing that and i just

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heal those past lives heal the past life

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karmas and even life like in this life

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the toxic cycles that you've uh you have

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in this life you know and it's just when

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you start when you stop

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um being on the continuing the same

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cycle you go the other way and your life

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just changes and you guys don't know me

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personally or my history in this life

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but like i've changed my life around

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within the past three years but it took

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like really diving deep into myself to

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the point where i'm like my other people

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might need help doing this because it's

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such a process when you are so deep in

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this like hole of depression or

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anxiety and all this stuff like there's

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just there's help out there and

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sometimes it's not i'm not saying i'm

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not a doctor don't stop your medication

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obviously sure yeah like but i i i

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support people that do

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both you know right the problem that i

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have is that when there's some people

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that are less than ethical that say oh

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you don't need that doctor just come to

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me for this energy healing or crystal

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unfortunately

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med beds or what that i have a big

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problem with you know unfortunately this

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whole community is riddled with scam

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artists and so the people who do this

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wow wow i'm glad that you admit it yeah

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it's the elephant in the room right it's

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the opening but

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you will not a real person like a real

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reader will not go into your dm please

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anyone who's following spiritual

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accounts and gets dms from several

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like fake accounts don't get it all the

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time

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contact me for a reading you know yeah

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oh the universe was drawn to me like you

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were drawn to me like i have a message

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from your ancestors i'm like bro i do

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this yeah that they copied and pasted

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yeah they copy and paste these messages

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they just go to like the followers of

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that certain accounts there was one time

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i was

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uh

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i was just like scrolling through my

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instagram and there was my picture like

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of my tarot cards like that i took on

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this person's thing being like message

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oh no

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yeah so yeah no it's it's uh it's not

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lost on me that it's there's people who

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are disingenuous about this whole thing

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and

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like trying to get people's money but

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there are real people out there and i'll

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be honest with some of the bigger

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accounts that you see are probably the

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most scam

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the most real people that i have met

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like between willow and several other

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readers i do uh readings on my youtube

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channel

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like they aren't more than 10 000 people

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on their

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like

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tick tocks or their instagrams and stuff

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like they're smaller accounts they have

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loyal people who come back to them all

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the time this is a genuine thing that

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they do this is our career

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and it's not about getting followers or

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trying to buy lamborghinis it's like

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trying to literally

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help humanity and be that's what light

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workers do you know there's

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there's magic

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well i want to remind everybody that we

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we've we finally just started youtube

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memberships and sidvich today became our

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first youtube member

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so sign up to become a member you get uh

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some recognition there in the live chat

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i guess we could try if you want to try

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to do some readings we have some people

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requesting here we have sid rich as the

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first one and he would like a general

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reading i believe okay

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wait you know what why don't you tell me

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how you want to do this do you want

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people to ask a question give a birth

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sign or something or or have you no uh

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like i said i learned how to do this all

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online i started on reddit like people

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i'm serious i started on reddit and i

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didn't even know people i would just

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like read people's names and get like

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downloads of information that's how i

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knew this was what i was supposed to do

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so

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just just seeing your username i just

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pick up on the energy for that willow

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steph that was here before she does more

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tarot i do more oracle readings i do

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have my tarot deck here if i do need it

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oh okay this is like well no whatever

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yeah my pleasure i'm always interested

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in meeting

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uh you know i used to be a whole lot

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more skeptical but lately i said i

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should at least entertain the

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possibilities and be willing to talk to

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people you know and

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try to meet him so sidwitch you get the

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first reading since you were the first

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youtube member here thank you for your

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kindness and your generosity and support

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of the show

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okay so authenticity i got authenticity

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i'm just gonna move my crystal here

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so

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let's not forget that when

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we put ourselves these labels right okay

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so i always say this with this card this

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says authenticity i don't know if it's

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the right way for you guys but you see

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how they have behind here in the closet

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there are so many different outfits

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don't put yourself into one box okay

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there's so many different things that

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you can be you can be

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this thing and that thing even if it

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seems contradictive to the people around

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you and don't forget to take care of

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yourself get out get working out again i

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don't know if you've maybe lost track of

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your

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physical health lately like if you're

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worried about your weight or something

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but to get back to working out get back

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the natural endorphins i don't know if

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you're using a vice right now to fall

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back on if you're drinking a little more

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or being on social media a little more

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or eating whatever whatever it might be

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get back to the natural endorphins go

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for a walk you will not regret it okay

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there is also the blossoming so

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pay attention to your dreams your

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messages are in your dreams your guides

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are trying to talk to you

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um you are blossoming into a new phase

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of your life take advantage i don't know

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if you follow

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astrology but maybe start maybe start

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doing that um

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following who you are destined to be

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okay you're blossoming into someone

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uh a life of that's beautifully okay

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the thing is you need to because the

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truthfulness card is reversed so you

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need to be honest about who you want to

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be and where you want to go

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give yourself a hug if

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uh like

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think about the last time you maybe

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laughed out at your own self

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maybe you woke up this morning and you

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feel bad about what you did yesterday

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you know uh be honest with yourself

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about how you want to change your own

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life right

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because if you're not going to be honest

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with yourself you can't the cycles in

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life are just going to continue going

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and going and you won't be able to

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reverse it it's just going to be well

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you obviously can't reverse it i mean

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it's going to be harder to build sorry

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dig yourself out of a hole that you are

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if you're not being honest with yourself

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but you are

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at some point going to have to take

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accountability for all the people that

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you are and all the purposes that you

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came here to be and it requires kind of

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getting back into the groove of taking

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care of yourself you can't if you can't

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take care of yourself

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you can't blossom into the person that

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you really want to be okay don't let

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your insecurities or the other people

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around you

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um

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cloud

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where you want to go it's a long road uh

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you know like i said

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before

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i've been doing this for like three

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years and it took me a long time to get

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where i am in a mental state right now

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in order to feel comfortable enough to

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give other people advice right it's a

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long road i can't sit here

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and

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be worried about my insecurities when my

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goal is to be something right

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and nothing is going to be perfect okay

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aptitude you

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life is not going to ever be perfect

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okay it's not

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don't be so hard on yourself when it's

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not perfect

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um because

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it's not going to be complete that's the

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word i'm thinking of like it's not

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complete

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going to be a next phase a next it's

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like an onion you know you layer it off

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there's tons there's lots to it it's not

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going to be so straightforward right

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and that's your message

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okay and we have a bunch of other people

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but i have to find them they were way

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back if if you are in the live chat and

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you would like a

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reading please let us know helen crystal

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energy

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she seems like the perfect person to get

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a reading

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helen crystal editor

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welcome to the chat thank you for asking

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again if you guys saw on my website i

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did give um a 20 off discount

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and

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if you use it yeah it's in the

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description of the video use that

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discount code if you do go there's the

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link tree uh for autumn is

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it it's a big tree with all of her links

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and and everything all our social media

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and how to contact her and also a

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discount code if you should get a

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reading make sure you use that so you

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can get a 20 off

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okay

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so i don't know if you

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are going through a breakup there's

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something wrong with a companionship the

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companionship card is reversed but

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there's also an adventure you need to

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get out of whatever the situation is go

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on an adventure and i don't always mean

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like get on a plane and go somewhere run

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away from your problems go and run away

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to

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escape the anxiety of it all if you can

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go out to your backyard and just put

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your phone away for a minute you need to

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go on a little adventure though with

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yourself and because the companionship

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card is

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like there is uh she's out in the forest

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there go and have um

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like you need to reconnect with mother

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nature okay but you do need to go on a

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little adventure you're being called to

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go on an adventure and you might find

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some

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um

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the reason why you have this fear of

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rejection is what's holding you back

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don't let the fear of rejection hold you

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back or don't pretend to be someone that

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you're not to get someone that you won't

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end up enjoying in the long run you

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don't need to pretend to be anything

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other than your authentic self okay

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yeah okay see here you go romance

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romance is upright but this is

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risk requires you being rejected

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possibly for someone that

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you know that might be a real problem

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for you there's nothing wrong with you

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because you don't

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are not vibing with someone right away

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okay

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person really like don't let your fear

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of being alone make you be with someone

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that you don't

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like even really like because how it all

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the red flags the beginning is literally

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how it will end

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and you've been put yourself in this

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situation probably

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a lot and it requires being alone

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finding your companionship within

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yourself the love that you have for you

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you will find this romance it's coming

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it's coming i can if you want to know

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time here let me see i'll let you know

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that came out really fast yeah the

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knight of swords so it's on his way

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um so within a few weeks

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there you go

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yep so look within the next six months

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if you really want to take the time to

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just

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like maybe call off dating altogether uh

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or

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call off whatever i don't know if you're

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single i should i shouldn't have seen

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later

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but um

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call off

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whatever you're doing that is like like

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overwhelming you right now shut it down

560
00:21:12,870 --> 00:21:11,280
put away your phone and focus on what

561
00:21:14,950 --> 00:21:12,880
you really want in life now is the time

562
00:21:16,390 --> 00:21:14,960
to do it in six months from now if you

563
00:21:17,990 --> 00:21:16,400
dedicate your

564
00:21:19,909 --> 00:21:18,000
entire six months you will be a

565
00:21:21,990 --> 00:21:19,919
different person for the better and you

566
00:21:23,430 --> 00:21:22,000
might lose a few things along the way

567
00:21:25,669 --> 00:21:23,440
but it's aligning you with all those

568
00:21:26,950 --> 00:21:25,679
things that you really want and what you

569
00:21:29,590 --> 00:21:26,960
really want

570
00:21:31,029 --> 00:21:29,600
is the end goal right why wait why wait

571
00:21:34,149 --> 00:21:31,039
because you're i don't know how old you

572
00:21:37,510 --> 00:21:34,159
are but i can guarantee you that your

573
00:21:40,470 --> 00:21:37,520
like 50 year old self will really enjoy

574
00:21:42,390 --> 00:21:40,480
you starting the steps right now

575
00:21:44,230 --> 00:21:42,400
interesting everybody's looking out

576
00:21:46,149 --> 00:21:44,240
there looking for romance is that a lot

577
00:21:47,510 --> 00:21:46,159
of what people ask you about is romance

578
00:21:48,870 --> 00:21:47,520
and things like that especially if

579
00:21:52,149 --> 00:21:48,880
you're single right

580
00:21:54,630 --> 00:21:52,159
yeah romance romance rap is uh

581
00:21:57,110 --> 00:21:54,640
mostly but you know people

582
00:21:58,310 --> 00:21:57,120
uh people who come to me especially like

583
00:22:00,630 --> 00:21:58,320
on my youtube channel it's the same

584
00:22:02,710 --> 00:22:00,640
people they know now and just don't even

585
00:22:03,750 --> 00:22:02,720
ask

586
00:22:05,590 --> 00:22:03,760
because i'm always gonna be like what

587
00:22:07,029 --> 00:22:05,600
are you lacking within you

588
00:22:08,310 --> 00:22:07,039
that you need it from someone else so

589
00:22:09,830 --> 00:22:08,320
badly because

590
00:22:11,750 --> 00:22:09,840
you if you start turning inward and

591
00:22:13,830 --> 00:22:11,760
being like okay well what am i lacking

592
00:22:16,070 --> 00:22:13,840
to feel the love from outside of me and

593
00:22:17,830 --> 00:22:16,080
that's just like a it's um

594
00:22:19,029 --> 00:22:17,840
it's how you grow up maybe you didn't

595
00:22:20,470 --> 00:22:19,039
get enough love in your home or

596
00:22:21,909 --> 00:22:20,480
something you know there is a

597
00:22:24,710 --> 00:22:21,919
psychological factor of why people

598
00:22:27,350 --> 00:22:24,720
always look outside of themselves

599
00:22:29,750 --> 00:22:27,360
interesting we we have becca r here

600
00:22:31,190 --> 00:22:29,760
asking for reading and then alien girl

601
00:22:33,029 --> 00:22:31,200
would be next

602
00:22:35,190 --> 00:22:33,039
if you guys want a reading please ask

603
00:22:38,830 --> 00:22:35,200
for one in all caps i'm way back in the

604
00:22:46,230 --> 00:22:38,840
in the chat now but i'll try to catch up

605
00:22:50,310 --> 00:22:48,310
okay

606
00:22:53,350 --> 00:22:50,320
that one flew out

607
00:22:59,590 --> 00:22:55,510
romance card is upside down

608
00:23:02,230 --> 00:23:01,350
okay if you just went through a breakup

609
00:23:04,310 --> 00:23:02,240
i i

610
00:23:05,909 --> 00:23:04,320
i don't know but the romance card is

611
00:23:07,990 --> 00:23:05,919
reversed or if you are thinking about

612
00:23:10,149 --> 00:23:08,000
getting going through your breakup there

613
00:23:12,070 --> 00:23:10,159
is magic on the other side of this the

614
00:23:14,710 --> 00:23:12,080
healing card is reversed so don't resist

615
00:23:16,230 --> 00:23:14,720
it don't resist the magic okay if you go

616
00:23:17,750 --> 00:23:16,240
through with this healing

617
00:23:19,510 --> 00:23:17,760
this healing is going to be beautiful

618
00:23:22,390 --> 00:23:19,520
you are magic

619
00:23:24,070 --> 00:23:22,400
look at that magic okay

620
00:23:27,270 --> 00:23:24,080
there's magic on the other side within

621
00:23:29,350 --> 00:23:27,280
the healing you might even be

622
00:23:30,710 --> 00:23:29,360
uh thinking about doing this do you do

623
00:23:33,029 --> 00:23:30,720
you have a tarot deck do you have an

624
00:23:34,470 --> 00:23:33,039
oracle deck do it right you're trying to

625
00:23:37,510 --> 00:23:34,480
find out who you are

626
00:23:40,230 --> 00:23:37,520
your identity your identity is all

627
00:23:42,070 --> 00:23:40,240
within this hidden within all the web of

628
00:23:44,630 --> 00:23:42,080
healing that you need to do probably

629
00:23:48,710 --> 00:23:44,640
from a romantic relationship that didn't

630
00:23:50,710 --> 00:23:48,720
end the way that you wanted to what okay

631
00:23:52,789 --> 00:23:50,720
i'm getting

632
00:23:54,710 --> 00:23:52,799
the the power okay some people are

633
00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:54,720
literally on this planet to break your

634
00:23:58,390 --> 00:23:57,279
heart so that you can see how powerful

635
00:23:59,830 --> 00:23:58,400
you are

636
00:24:02,630 --> 00:23:59,840
that is what this is

637
00:24:04,789 --> 00:24:02,640
this is screaming this okay

638
00:24:06,149 --> 00:24:04,799
don't resist the healing literally go

639
00:24:08,390 --> 00:24:06,159
and take 15 minutes and cry about it

640
00:24:09,830 --> 00:24:08,400
don't pick up your phone don't turn on

641
00:24:11,190 --> 00:24:09,840
get off social media just like literally

642
00:24:13,430 --> 00:24:11,200
sit there and deal with it and think

643
00:24:14,870 --> 00:24:13,440
about where it all kind of started and

644
00:24:17,029 --> 00:24:14,880
this won't just be the end of it this

645
00:24:19,510 --> 00:24:17,039
will be a process for a very long time

646
00:24:21,990 --> 00:24:19,520
but don't lose yourself

647
00:24:24,470 --> 00:24:22,000
uh don't try to suppress it more okay

648
00:24:26,470 --> 00:24:24,480
let it all out let it out and write

649
00:24:27,830 --> 00:24:26,480
write write it all

650
00:24:29,830 --> 00:24:27,840
write out your feelings you're going to

651
00:24:31,029 --> 00:24:29,840
find yourself at the end of this you're

652
00:24:33,029 --> 00:24:31,039
going to find yourself at the end of

653
00:24:34,870 --> 00:24:33,039
this healing journey and i'm

654
00:24:36,710 --> 00:24:34,880
i'm proud of you i can't actually wait

655
00:24:39,110 --> 00:24:36,720
here okay so the listening you're not

656
00:24:40,870 --> 00:24:39,120
listening to your spirit team there are

657
00:24:42,710 --> 00:24:40,880
there's signs everywhere around you you

658
00:24:44,630 --> 00:24:42,720
need to listen because the listening

659
00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:44,640
card is upside down you're not listening

660
00:24:49,510 --> 00:24:47,120
which is very hard to hear

661
00:24:50,470 --> 00:24:49,520
for a lot of people obviously

662
00:24:54,310 --> 00:24:50,480
um

663
00:24:55,510 --> 00:24:54,320
because my wife says that all the time

664
00:24:57,510 --> 00:24:55,520
but like

665
00:25:00,070 --> 00:24:57,520
last week she was saying she was saying

666
00:25:01,110 --> 00:25:00,080
i don't listen or some [\h__\h] i don't know

667
00:25:02,950 --> 00:25:01,120
right

668
00:25:06,310 --> 00:25:02,960
she was talking i heard noise you know

669
00:25:12,870 --> 00:25:08,630
but uh if you actually start listening

670
00:25:14,950 --> 00:25:12,880
to yourself and move forward um

671
00:25:16,870 --> 00:25:14,960
believe like trusting your instincts if

672
00:25:18,630 --> 00:25:16,880
you want to start gosh there's so many

673
00:25:19,590 --> 00:25:18,640
things you could do but one thing that i

674
00:25:21,909 --> 00:25:19,600
started

675
00:25:23,269 --> 00:25:21,919
how i actually got to like train your

676
00:25:25,430 --> 00:25:23,279
brain to start thinking better every

677
00:25:27,269 --> 00:25:25,440
single morning i was like my life is

678
00:25:28,390 --> 00:25:27,279
transforming in ways i have always

679
00:25:29,990 --> 00:25:28,400
imagined

680
00:25:34,710 --> 00:25:30,000
okay and that's all it took i just would

681
00:25:37,350 --> 00:25:34,720
say that over and over again and i was i

682
00:25:38,950 --> 00:25:37,360
started to slow down on my alcohol

683
00:25:41,029 --> 00:25:38,960
consumption because i was like a huge

684
00:25:43,430 --> 00:25:41,039
drinker used to be a huge

685
00:25:45,029 --> 00:25:43,440
[\h__\h] drinker and i just

686
00:25:46,149 --> 00:25:45,039
i started just like not drinking when

687
00:25:47,909 --> 00:25:46,159
something would come up i was just like

688
00:25:49,990 --> 00:25:47,919
nope not doing it i think the pandemic

689
00:25:52,230 --> 00:25:50,000
did that to a lot of us i got 10 pounds

690
00:25:55,590 --> 00:25:52,240
of beer belly i would like to get rid of

691
00:25:57,350 --> 00:25:55,600
you know alien girl 111 is next with the

692
00:25:58,950 --> 00:25:57,360
general reading and for those that are

693
00:26:01,350 --> 00:25:58,960
asking for readings i'm making a list

694
00:26:04,789 --> 00:26:01,360
here i'm trying to get a list in

695
00:26:06,390 --> 00:26:04,799
in order so uh please be patient

696
00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:06,400
trying to do them in order if you have a

697
00:26:09,750 --> 00:26:08,159
question or would like a reading please

698
00:26:10,789 --> 00:26:09,760
ask in all capital letters so that i

699
00:26:12,630 --> 00:26:10,799
know

700
00:26:15,269 --> 00:26:12,640
and uh i'll work on the list while

701
00:26:16,310 --> 00:26:15,279
autumn rose here works on the readings

702
00:26:17,830 --> 00:26:16,320
okay

703
00:26:20,549 --> 00:26:17,840
well

704
00:26:23,350 --> 00:26:20,559
this divine love card is reversed which

705
00:26:23,360 --> 00:26:28,149
you have lost faith maybe it's how

706
00:26:31,750 --> 00:26:29,909
i don't i don't want to say the right

707
00:26:33,830 --> 00:26:31,760
thing hang on a sec

708
00:26:35,510 --> 00:26:33,840
okay

709
00:26:37,430 --> 00:26:35,520
look at your love cycles and where it

710
00:26:38,549 --> 00:26:37,440
stems from right

711
00:26:40,950 --> 00:26:38,559
you think

712
00:26:43,350 --> 00:26:40,960
like love is not a fairy tale it does

713
00:26:45,669 --> 00:26:43,360
genuinely exist it just might be in

714
00:26:48,070 --> 00:26:45,679
people and things that you are not

715
00:26:49,750 --> 00:26:48,080
familiar with your love

716
00:26:52,390 --> 00:26:49,760
cycles

717
00:26:54,310 --> 00:26:52,400
have taken maybe a brunt and

718
00:26:56,070 --> 00:26:54,320
you need to know that you are divine

719
00:26:57,669 --> 00:26:56,080
love you need the love like this is what

720
00:27:00,149 --> 00:26:57,679
i'm trying to talk about the self-love

721
00:27:02,390 --> 00:27:00,159
right divine love being reversed just

722
00:27:04,630 --> 00:27:02,400
you need to know that you are divine you

723
00:27:05,750 --> 00:27:04,640
are the divine love and you will find it

724
00:27:07,590 --> 00:27:05,760
when

725
00:27:09,190 --> 00:27:07,600
you dig deep into yourself what do you

726
00:27:10,630 --> 00:27:09,200
really want i want you to write out a

727
00:27:12,070 --> 00:27:10,640
piece of paper

728
00:27:13,350 --> 00:27:12,080
like 50 things that you want in a

729
00:27:14,789 --> 00:27:13,360
partner i know that sounds like a lot

730
00:27:16,070 --> 00:27:14,799
but think about it

731
00:27:17,990 --> 00:27:16,080
go down to the

732
00:27:21,269 --> 00:27:18,000
personality not just like

733
00:27:23,350 --> 00:27:21,279
the material things find what you think

734
00:27:24,549 --> 00:27:23,360
love is how do they look at you how do

735
00:27:26,470 --> 00:27:24,559
you how does

736
00:27:28,630 --> 00:27:26,480
it make you feel you know what i mean

737
00:27:30,310 --> 00:27:28,640
and you get to

738
00:27:33,190 --> 00:27:30,320
get out of

739
00:27:35,110 --> 00:27:33,200
and start taking care of you again

740
00:27:37,110 --> 00:27:35,120
because you have

741
00:27:38,950 --> 00:27:37,120
your bag this card again with the vices

742
00:27:40,149 --> 00:27:38,960
okay whenever i get this card it usually

743
00:27:41,750 --> 00:27:40,159
means that someone's turning like we're

744
00:27:42,710 --> 00:27:41,760
just talking about drinking and stuff

745
00:27:43,590 --> 00:27:42,720
start

746
00:27:45,430 --> 00:27:43,600
um

747
00:27:47,029 --> 00:27:45,440
taking care of yourself again and it's

748
00:27:49,510 --> 00:27:47,039
all gonna flow very

749
00:27:51,909 --> 00:27:49,520
very quickly once you step into it when

750
00:27:53,430 --> 00:27:51,919
you expect when you accept nothing less

751
00:27:55,110 --> 00:27:53,440
than what you deserve your life will

752
00:27:57,269 --> 00:27:55,120
change it doesn't have a choice it

753
00:27:58,950 --> 00:27:57,279
changes it looks like it's falling apart

754
00:28:01,510 --> 00:27:58,960
that's what it always looks like but

755
00:28:03,830 --> 00:28:01,520
that's okay okay because i think those

756
00:28:05,990 --> 00:28:03,840
things don't align with who you are

757
00:28:08,310 --> 00:28:06,000
okay your guys are with you you're being

758
00:28:09,909 --> 00:28:08,320
encouraged and you asking this question

759
00:28:12,149 --> 00:28:09,919
right now shows that you are in the

760
00:28:13,909 --> 00:28:12,159
right place at the right time before i

761
00:28:15,350 --> 00:28:13,919
came on here i meditated and i said

762
00:28:16,389 --> 00:28:15,360
please bring whoever needs to hear these

763
00:28:18,549 --> 00:28:16,399
messages

764
00:28:20,070 --> 00:28:18,559
to me okay so you are asking and you are

765
00:28:22,230 --> 00:28:20,080
here and this is your sign that it's

766
00:28:24,230 --> 00:28:22,240
gonna be okay it just requires a little

767
00:28:26,950 --> 00:28:24,240
bit of patience you're being encouraged

768
00:28:29,110 --> 00:28:26,960
okay everything that you have been told

769
00:28:31,029 --> 00:28:29,120
about something negative about yourself

770
00:28:32,870 --> 00:28:31,039
it's not your voice it's not

771
00:28:35,269 --> 00:28:32,880
that you keep on loop in your head it's

772
00:28:37,669 --> 00:28:35,279
not you okay that is something from the

773
00:28:40,149 --> 00:28:37,679
outside and i want what i want you to do

774
00:28:42,149 --> 00:28:40,159
is say if you get a negative this can go

775
00:28:43,269 --> 00:28:42,159
for everyone in the chat if you get like

776
00:28:45,590 --> 00:28:43,279
a negative thought loop or something

777
00:28:46,950 --> 00:28:45,600
saying anything that is not my anything

778
00:28:48,149 --> 00:28:46,960
that's not meant for me anything that's

779
00:28:49,669 --> 00:28:48,159
not from my highest good does not have

780
00:28:51,110 --> 00:28:49,679
permission to be here

781
00:28:52,950 --> 00:28:51,120
and you say it strong and you keep

782
00:28:55,909 --> 00:28:52,960
repeating it until those those intrusive

783
00:28:57,029 --> 00:28:55,919
thoughts leave and it helps tremendously

784
00:28:58,710 --> 00:28:57,039
because

785
00:29:00,789 --> 00:28:58,720
you are in a thought loop a negative

786
00:29:03,830 --> 00:29:00,799
thought loop um that might not be

787
00:29:06,070 --> 00:29:03,840
serving you okay and you deserve to move

788
00:29:08,950 --> 00:29:06,080
on from that but it requires some

789
00:29:11,269 --> 00:29:08,960
strength and patience from just how your

790
00:29:13,440 --> 00:29:11,279
mind works okay just take your power

791
00:29:17,750 --> 00:29:13,450
back all your power back to you

792
00:29:19,590 --> 00:29:17,760
[Music]

793
00:29:22,389 --> 00:29:19,600
i have alarms i have alarms for

794
00:29:24,549 --> 00:29:22,399
everything i apologize

795
00:29:26,870 --> 00:29:24,559
i have to do that or i forget like

796
00:29:29,110 --> 00:29:26,880
things like pick my kid off off the bus

797
00:29:30,470 --> 00:29:29,120
you know

798
00:29:33,269 --> 00:29:30,480
they're like oh

799
00:29:35,029 --> 00:29:33,279
i gotta do that not that that's a that's

800
00:29:36,549 --> 00:29:35,039
not an alarm for that can escape you

801
00:29:37,830 --> 00:29:36,559
when you're having fun

802
00:29:41,190 --> 00:29:37,840
yeah yeah

803
00:29:43,190 --> 00:29:41,200
this one's kind of heavy and uh

804
00:29:45,029 --> 00:29:43,200
shelley michelle morrison is here and

805
00:29:47,110 --> 00:29:45,039
and she has a question will those who

806
00:29:49,269 --> 00:29:47,120
have sworn to ruin my life ever stop

807
00:29:51,990 --> 00:29:49,279
their attack will i ever be free of the

808
00:29:54,470 --> 00:29:52,000
older siblings i think that's evil

809
00:29:55,830 --> 00:29:54,480
intent

810
00:29:57,430 --> 00:29:55,840
well

811
00:29:59,110 --> 00:29:57,440
okay those are sworn to ruin my life

812
00:30:00,389 --> 00:29:59,120
will they ever stop there they probably

813
00:30:01,350 --> 00:30:00,399
they might not

814
00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:01,360
uh

815
00:30:05,269 --> 00:30:03,520
do you need a protection spell

816
00:30:06,789 --> 00:30:05,279
because i do that

817
00:30:08,789 --> 00:30:06,799
um

818
00:30:11,029 --> 00:30:08,799
and if you want to message me on

819
00:30:13,750 --> 00:30:11,039
instagram i can help you give you

820
00:30:18,630 --> 00:30:13,760
something that is not going to cost you

821
00:30:22,230 --> 00:30:19,750
they

822
00:30:23,909 --> 00:30:22,240
probably are too busy to continuously

823
00:30:26,470 --> 00:30:23,919
ruin your life but i would highly

824
00:30:27,909 --> 00:30:26,480
suggest doing some protection work on

825
00:30:29,510 --> 00:30:27,919
yourself you are the most powerful

826
00:30:31,669 --> 00:30:29,520
person that can help you

827
00:30:34,389 --> 00:30:31,679
uh

828
00:30:36,310 --> 00:30:34,399
just go on go on youtube and type in

829
00:30:39,110 --> 00:30:36,320
protection guided protection meditation

830
00:30:41,909 --> 00:30:39,120
it's about eight minutes long it is

831
00:30:43,669 --> 00:30:41,919
very very effective and

832
00:30:47,350 --> 00:30:43,679
you know if you want something more i do

833
00:30:49,029 --> 00:30:47,360
protection spells as well so

834
00:30:50,549 --> 00:30:49,039
i wouldn't be scared but i would start

835
00:30:52,470 --> 00:30:50,559
protecting yourself maybe return to

836
00:30:54,389 --> 00:30:52,480
sender i don't know what

837
00:30:55,750 --> 00:30:54,399
kind of uh i don't know what you're into

838
00:30:57,990 --> 00:30:55,760
or anything or if you'd like to hire

839
00:30:59,590 --> 00:30:58,000
somebody but that's like

840
00:31:01,110 --> 00:30:59,600
a great one-on-one question if you want

841
00:31:02,470 --> 00:31:01,120
to message me on instagram i can try to

842
00:31:05,190 --> 00:31:02,480
help you

843
00:31:07,830 --> 00:31:05,200
we have uh linda beretta with the asking

844
00:31:09,110 --> 00:31:07,840
for a general reading thank you

845
00:31:12,710 --> 00:31:09,120
okay

846
00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:20,470
we have krm is next

847
00:31:24,310 --> 00:31:22,149
okay

848
00:31:26,549 --> 00:31:24,320
so i don't know if you have an issue

849
00:31:30,710 --> 00:31:26,559
with authority

850
00:31:35,029 --> 00:31:33,190
you do you have a i don't know

851
00:31:37,110 --> 00:31:35,039
if this is kind of a tricky thing for

852
00:31:39,110 --> 00:31:37,120
you to admit that you are into

853
00:31:39,909 --> 00:31:39,120
uh in regards to your parents

854
00:31:41,830 --> 00:31:39,919
um

855
00:31:44,149 --> 00:31:41,840
being afraid of rejection because all

856
00:31:46,789 --> 00:31:44,159
these cards are reversed so that's

857
00:31:49,430 --> 00:31:46,799
uh i want to give you a hug

858
00:31:50,870 --> 00:31:49,440
um rejection authority and self-worth

859
00:31:54,630 --> 00:31:50,880
all reversed

860
00:31:56,950 --> 00:31:54,640
my love you need to step into your power

861
00:31:59,269 --> 00:31:56,960
because it is possible it is in you i

862
00:32:01,029 --> 00:31:59,279
don't want you ever to doubt that again

863
00:32:03,190 --> 00:32:01,039
there is an awakening on the surface

864
00:32:04,549 --> 00:32:03,200
here that is like waiting to explode

865
00:32:05,669 --> 00:32:04,559
because the awakening card just came up

866
00:32:07,669 --> 00:32:05,679
first

867
00:32:09,830 --> 00:32:07,679
okay you are on the verge of something

868
00:32:11,110 --> 00:32:09,840
really big like self

869
00:32:13,830 --> 00:32:11,120
um

870
00:32:15,590 --> 00:32:13,840
realization wise okay when you figure

871
00:32:17,350 --> 00:32:15,600
out just how powerful you are and i was

872
00:32:19,269 --> 00:32:17,360
saying to another person earlier i don't

873
00:32:20,789 --> 00:32:19,279
know if you heard sometimes people are

874
00:32:22,389 --> 00:32:20,799
literally you have relationships with

875
00:32:23,990 --> 00:32:22,399
them whether that be co-workers friends

876
00:32:26,230 --> 00:32:24,000
family

877
00:32:28,230 --> 00:32:26,240
just so that you can see how [\h__\h]

878
00:32:28,950 --> 00:32:28,240
powerful you are and this is what this

879
00:32:30,549 --> 00:32:28,960
is

880
00:32:32,470 --> 00:32:30,559
okay because there's an authority figure

881
00:32:35,669 --> 00:32:32,480
that makes you feel not so

882
00:32:37,990 --> 00:32:35,679
like that affects your self-worth so you

883
00:32:40,789 --> 00:32:38,000
know exactly what that means um there's

884
00:32:42,710 --> 00:32:40,799
an awakening ready waiting for you when

885
00:32:44,149 --> 00:32:42,720
you just make little life changes

886
00:32:46,070 --> 00:32:44,159
there's something that has to change

887
00:32:48,389 --> 00:32:46,080
here what can i see here

888
00:32:51,110 --> 00:32:48,399
okay where when was the last time you

889
00:32:53,509 --> 00:32:51,120
laughed do you miss being happy what is

890
00:32:57,830 --> 00:32:53,519
in your life right now that is not

891
00:32:59,830 --> 00:32:57,840
creating or aligning with pure joy

892
00:33:01,669 --> 00:32:59,840
what is it because that's on the other

893
00:33:03,110 --> 00:33:01,679
side of all of this

894
00:33:05,509 --> 00:33:03,120
that's the only card that came up

895
00:33:07,350 --> 00:33:05,519
upright so you know how to find joy in

896
00:33:10,070 --> 00:33:07,360
the shittiest things

897
00:33:12,470 --> 00:33:10,080
so find it and don't ever let it leave

898
00:33:14,230 --> 00:33:12,480
your grasp because you deserve to be

899
00:33:16,630 --> 00:33:14,240
happy okay

900
00:33:18,470 --> 00:33:16,640
that's a life skill guilty there's a lot

901
00:33:21,990 --> 00:33:18,480
of there's a guilt feeling like don't

902
00:33:24,470 --> 00:33:22,000
feel guilty about putting yourself first

903
00:33:26,950 --> 00:33:24,480
excellent yeah i think finding finding

904
00:33:27,750 --> 00:33:26,960
that is a life skill sometimes right it

905
00:33:34,149 --> 00:33:27,760
is

906
00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:34,159
live chat we'll see who's next

907
00:33:38,630 --> 00:33:35,760
and i want to encourage you if you want

908
00:33:40,470 --> 00:33:38,640
to get a more detailed reading to check

909
00:33:43,269 --> 00:33:40,480
the description of the video for

910
00:33:44,310 --> 00:33:43,279
autumn's link tree and a discount code

911
00:33:46,630 --> 00:33:44,320
to get

912
00:33:48,950 --> 00:33:46,640
a larger

913
00:33:50,950 --> 00:33:48,960
more encompass right you do like a half

914
00:33:53,750 --> 00:33:50,960
hour readings for people and things yeah

915
00:33:55,909 --> 00:33:53,760
there's half hour and there's um

916
00:33:58,310 --> 00:33:55,919
one hour ones and they could either be

917
00:34:01,029 --> 00:33:58,320
we talk like this like one on one i

918
00:34:02,389 --> 00:34:01,039
could do phone calls or a discord call

919
00:34:03,909 --> 00:34:02,399
uh one-on-one

920
00:34:05,190 --> 00:34:03,919
um you don't have to be on camera i'm

921
00:34:07,269 --> 00:34:05,200
just on camera just showing you the

922
00:34:08,710 --> 00:34:07,279
cards we can talk or i can pre-record a

923
00:34:10,790 --> 00:34:08,720
message for you and send it to you in an

924
00:34:12,310 --> 00:34:10,800
email or i can type it out for you it

925
00:34:14,230 --> 00:34:12,320
doesn't matter i prefer having

926
00:34:17,510 --> 00:34:14,240
conversations with people i feel like it

927
00:34:18,790 --> 00:34:17,520
sinks in a lot more when we're talking

928
00:34:23,030 --> 00:34:18,800
um

929
00:34:28,149 --> 00:34:25,430
krm you're up so these are good so

930
00:34:30,149 --> 00:34:28,159
there's romance is up that's good

931
00:34:31,669 --> 00:34:30,159
truthfulness is up so you are along the

932
00:34:35,270 --> 00:34:31,679
process of being truthful about yourself

933
00:34:36,869 --> 00:34:35,280
about what you want and being happy

934
00:34:38,230 --> 00:34:36,879
within a relationship

935
00:34:40,230 --> 00:34:38,240
um

936
00:34:42,149 --> 00:34:40,240
there is the dreams card is upside down

937
00:34:43,589 --> 00:34:42,159
so you are not there is something that

938
00:34:45,589 --> 00:34:43,599
you're not following your dreams

939
00:34:47,109 --> 00:34:45,599
completely you're scared to take the

940
00:34:49,589 --> 00:34:47,119
leap okay but look i want you to see

941
00:34:51,750 --> 00:34:49,599
something look at this the fertility

942
00:34:53,430 --> 00:34:51,760
card being oops

943
00:34:55,669 --> 00:34:53,440
the fertility card being reversed and

944
00:34:56,470 --> 00:34:55,679
the dream card being reversed is telling

945
00:34:57,990 --> 00:34:56,480
right

946
00:34:59,990 --> 00:34:58,000
you follow your dreams the money will

947
00:35:01,990 --> 00:35:00,000
come take the leap

948
00:35:03,589 --> 00:35:02,000
uh i i obviously can't sit here and be

949
00:35:05,349 --> 00:35:03,599
like quit your job because i don't know

950
00:35:07,349 --> 00:35:05,359
your circumstance and

951
00:35:08,870 --> 00:35:07,359
it's very hard to just quit your job and

952
00:35:10,710 --> 00:35:08,880
do that but

953
00:35:12,630 --> 00:35:10,720
it might be the best thing for you to

954
00:35:14,470 --> 00:35:12,640
take 15 minutes a day and slowly put it

955
00:35:17,589 --> 00:35:14,480
towards something that you really really

956
00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:17,599
want to do and it's going to help heal

957
00:35:20,390 --> 00:35:18,960
you because the healing card is also

958
00:35:24,310 --> 00:35:20,400
reversed

959
00:35:26,069 --> 00:35:24,320
all that there's something healing

960
00:35:28,310 --> 00:35:26,079
within your dream maybe you are a healer

961
00:35:30,950 --> 00:35:28,320
maybe you want to take up reiki or do

962
00:35:33,670 --> 00:35:30,960
this one day start what can you possibly

963
00:35:36,310 --> 00:35:33,680
lose i was nothing three years ago

964
00:35:37,990 --> 00:35:36,320
um on like i had no youtube presence no

965
00:35:39,910 --> 00:35:38,000
social media presence and i took the

966
00:35:40,950 --> 00:35:39,920
leap right maybe this is what you need

967
00:35:42,390 --> 00:35:40,960
to do

968
00:35:45,190 --> 00:35:42,400
don't forget to laugh at your own

969
00:35:47,510 --> 00:35:45,200
mistakes laugh along the way it's not

970
00:35:50,069 --> 00:35:47,520
set back it is just realigning you with

971
00:35:55,349 --> 00:35:50,079
what you really want to do okay

972
00:35:57,829 --> 00:35:55,359
excellent and uh we have dustin 77 777

973
00:35:59,750 --> 00:35:57,839
is up next dustin

974
00:36:01,589 --> 00:35:59,760
i want to encourage there's uh appears

975
00:36:03,990 --> 00:36:01,599
to be a lot of new people in the live

976
00:36:05,030 --> 00:36:04,000
chat because this is not the usual topic

977
00:36:07,190 --> 00:36:05,040
that we

978
00:36:08,950 --> 00:36:07,200
handle here we're usually a lot more

979
00:36:10,470 --> 00:36:08,960
skeptical so you people who are

980
00:36:12,310 --> 00:36:10,480
interested in these sort of things

981
00:36:14,550 --> 00:36:12,320
please do subscribe we're trying to get

982
00:36:15,670 --> 00:36:14,560
a little more balance here like i'm not

983
00:36:17,030 --> 00:36:15,680
i'm not reading the comments because

984
00:36:17,670 --> 00:36:17,040
i'll get distracted so like you're

985
00:36:20,230 --> 00:36:17,680
saying

986
00:36:21,910 --> 00:36:20,240
yeah i'm i'm i'm i got i got the live

987
00:36:23,510 --> 00:36:21,920
chat you concentrate on what you know

988
00:36:25,589 --> 00:36:23,520
what i'm saying is the live chat like

989
00:36:27,349 --> 00:36:25,599
new like um in the sense that they're

990
00:36:29,829 --> 00:36:27,359
being supportive of the readings and

991
00:36:31,990 --> 00:36:29,839
then it's oh i mean new as in i just

992
00:36:33,270 --> 00:36:32,000
don't recognize some of the people you

993
00:36:35,589 --> 00:36:33,280
know some of the people that are here

994
00:36:37,829 --> 00:36:35,599
asking for readings may have just seen

995
00:36:39,589 --> 00:36:37,839
that there's a show on with with

996
00:36:42,470 --> 00:36:39,599
readings and come in for the readings

997
00:36:45,349 --> 00:36:42,480
i'm encouraging to subscribe and also to

998
00:36:47,030 --> 00:36:45,359
check out autumn rose uh her social

999
00:36:49,030 --> 00:36:47,040
media links are all in the description

1000
00:36:50,150 --> 00:36:49,040
of the video here

1001
00:36:52,630 --> 00:36:50,160
okay

1002
00:36:54,950 --> 00:36:52,640
uh dustin um

1003
00:36:56,470 --> 00:36:54,960
all right so being in the past

1004
00:36:58,150 --> 00:36:56,480
being vulnerable has been really really

1005
00:37:00,069 --> 00:36:58,160
hard for you

1006
00:37:01,990 --> 00:37:00,079
you are one with nature though i would

1007
00:37:03,030 --> 00:37:02,000
love to know if you're an earth sign

1008
00:37:03,829 --> 00:37:03,040
um

1009
00:37:05,750 --> 00:37:03,839
this

1010
00:37:07,910 --> 00:37:05,760
being vulnerable and the fear of

1011
00:37:09,829 --> 00:37:07,920
rejection after the vulnerability is

1012
00:37:11,030 --> 00:37:09,839
completely normal but it's also if you

1013
00:37:12,069 --> 00:37:11,040
can't be vulnerable with someone then

1014
00:37:14,870 --> 00:37:12,079
you're not supposed to be with them and

1015
00:37:16,150 --> 00:37:14,880
you can't be afraid of losing you can't

1016
00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:16,160
if you're afraid that someone's gonna

1017
00:37:19,750 --> 00:37:18,079
just dip out on you after you're you

1018
00:37:21,750 --> 00:37:19,760
leave yourself vulnerable then that's

1019
00:37:22,790 --> 00:37:21,760
okay they're not the person for you and

1020
00:37:25,030 --> 00:37:22,800
you're gonna either find that out the

1021
00:37:26,150 --> 00:37:25,040
hard way or when you're vulnerable right

1022
00:37:28,310 --> 00:37:26,160
they're sorry

1023
00:37:29,270 --> 00:37:28,320
when you're vulnerable or

1024
00:37:30,310 --> 00:37:29,280
yeah

1025
00:37:32,630 --> 00:37:30,320
okay so

1026
00:37:34,150 --> 00:37:32,640
the dreams you're once you get over your

1027
00:37:35,109 --> 00:37:34,160
fear of being vulnerable in front of

1028
00:37:36,550 --> 00:37:35,119
someone

1029
00:37:40,470 --> 00:37:36,560
your dreams are coming down the pipeline

1030
00:37:41,990 --> 00:37:40,480
right here and i know you are 777 very

1031
00:37:43,510 --> 00:37:42,000
lucky number

1032
00:37:46,790 --> 00:37:43,520
so you already know

1033
00:37:48,069 --> 00:37:46,800
you got your foot yep see look dreams

1034
00:37:49,589 --> 00:37:48,079
this is funny because the last time we

1035
00:37:51,910 --> 00:37:49,599
pulled these cards they were reversed so

1036
00:37:53,910 --> 00:37:51,920
here you go don't let go of that dream

1037
00:37:55,910 --> 00:37:53,920
that you have okay it's coming if for

1038
00:37:57,829 --> 00:37:55,920
the money is coming i know it might take

1039
00:37:58,710 --> 00:37:57,839
a while to jump start whatever you're

1040
00:38:01,109 --> 00:37:58,720
doing

1041
00:38:02,710 --> 00:38:01,119
but do it okay

1042
00:38:04,630 --> 00:38:02,720
it's come

1043
00:38:05,510 --> 00:38:04,640
let yourself be you're vulnerable it

1044
00:38:08,550 --> 00:38:05,520
might be

1045
00:38:10,069 --> 00:38:08,560
sharing with whatever um

1046
00:38:12,230 --> 00:38:10,079
have i heard this

1047
00:38:14,550 --> 00:38:12,240
whatever was the thing that broke you is

1048
00:38:16,790 --> 00:38:14,560
usually the thing that might

1049
00:38:19,349 --> 00:38:16,800
be your purpose right that is your

1050
00:38:20,790 --> 00:38:19,359
purpose find what broke you and go from

1051
00:38:22,390 --> 00:38:20,800
there because you have a story to tell

1052
00:38:23,990 --> 00:38:22,400
that will help other people be like

1053
00:38:24,710 --> 00:38:24,000
their survival guide whatever that quote

1054
00:38:25,910 --> 00:38:24,720
is

1055
00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:25,920
your life could be someone else's

1056
00:38:28,230 --> 00:38:27,440
survival guide at one point and i think

1057
00:38:31,829 --> 00:38:28,240
that's

1058
00:38:34,710 --> 00:38:31,839
what is going on with that person there

1059
00:38:36,550 --> 00:38:34,720
next up we have heather birdie uh says i

1060
00:38:38,870 --> 00:38:36,560
would love a reading please an intel

1061
00:38:44,310 --> 00:38:38,880
lady is next

1062
00:38:49,589 --> 00:38:46,470
this card wants to come out what is here

1063
00:38:53,829 --> 00:38:49,599
ah an awakening you have an awakening on

1064
00:38:56,790 --> 00:38:53,839
the horizon or you just went through one

1065
00:38:58,790 --> 00:38:56,800
okay that's exciting all right so how

1066
00:39:01,190 --> 00:38:58,800
you just took you're maybe having going

1067
00:39:02,870 --> 00:39:01,200
through these pivotal life like

1068
00:39:06,630 --> 00:39:02,880
realizations like holy crap that's

1069
00:39:07,589 --> 00:39:06,640
probably why that happened um don't

1070
00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:07,599
um

1071
00:39:10,950 --> 00:39:09,440
try to rewrite it like literally just

1072
00:39:13,670 --> 00:39:10,960
accept it for what it is and kind of

1073
00:39:15,910 --> 00:39:13,680
transmute the negativity around it into

1074
00:39:17,349 --> 00:39:15,920
abundance because you're blocking your

1075
00:39:19,270 --> 00:39:17,359
abundance by putting too much thought

1076
00:39:21,510 --> 00:39:19,280
into like why someone hurt you don't

1077
00:39:22,950 --> 00:39:21,520
worry about it don't worry about it

1078
00:39:24,630 --> 00:39:22,960
change gears like literally take

1079
00:39:26,790 --> 00:39:24,640
yourself out from that perspective and

1080
00:39:29,589 --> 00:39:26,800
see it from some another perspective

1081
00:39:32,230 --> 00:39:29,599
okay don't forget to rest it is okay to

1082
00:39:33,270 --> 00:39:32,240
take a step back and be like

1083
00:39:34,950 --> 00:39:33,280
i'm just gonna chill like this girl

1084
00:39:36,550 --> 00:39:34,960
she's just chilling on the beach

1085
00:39:39,510 --> 00:39:36,560
with her

1086
00:39:41,750 --> 00:39:39,520
that sounds like my kind of girl

1087
00:39:44,150 --> 00:39:41,760
and just do that you need time to

1088
00:39:46,550 --> 00:39:44,160
rejuvenate now is the time to rest and

1089
00:39:49,190 --> 00:39:46,560
if you feel the need to rest do it

1090
00:39:50,710 --> 00:39:49,200
and it might be hard i know i i like i

1091
00:39:52,470 --> 00:39:50,720
said i live in my spiritual bubble when

1092
00:39:54,470 --> 00:39:52,480
i want to rest i just turn everything

1093
00:39:56,150 --> 00:39:54,480
off and i rest right but i know a lot of

1094
00:39:58,150 --> 00:39:56,160
people can't do that i know that it's

1095
00:40:00,390 --> 00:39:58,160
not lost on me and um

1096
00:40:01,589 --> 00:40:00,400
but you need to at least try to maybe

1097
00:40:02,390 --> 00:40:01,599
the first thing in the morning that you

1098
00:40:04,309 --> 00:40:02,400
do

1099
00:40:07,030 --> 00:40:04,319
is like a 15 meditation there are guided

1100
00:40:08,790 --> 00:40:07,040
meditations all over youtube take

1101
00:40:10,950 --> 00:40:08,800
advantage of it before you check

1102
00:40:12,950 --> 00:40:10,960
any social media like

1103
00:40:15,589 --> 00:40:12,960
like the morning paper don't do it

1104
00:40:17,670 --> 00:40:15,599
literally just focus on taking time for

1105
00:40:19,430 --> 00:40:17,680
you wake up 15 minutes earlier than

1106
00:40:20,950 --> 00:40:19,440
anyone else and just breathe don't turn

1107
00:40:22,950 --> 00:40:20,960
your mind off you have to turn your mind

1108
00:40:24,790 --> 00:40:22,960
up um

1109
00:40:26,470 --> 00:40:24,800
not everyone will leave you i'm getting

1110
00:40:28,550 --> 00:40:26,480
like a strong

1111
00:40:29,349 --> 00:40:28,560
feeling like

1112
00:40:31,030 --> 00:40:29,359
you

1113
00:40:32,710 --> 00:40:31,040
don't be afraid of don't let the fear of

1114
00:40:35,190 --> 00:40:32,720
abandonment let stop you from doing

1115
00:40:36,069 --> 00:40:35,200
something i don't know what that's about

1116
00:40:38,870 --> 00:40:36,079
but

1117
00:40:42,390 --> 00:40:38,880
it's it's gonna be okay

1118
00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:42,400
interesting and we have intel lady is

1119
00:40:45,030 --> 00:40:43,200
next

1120
00:40:47,190 --> 00:40:45,040
saying i would love a little reading if

1121
00:40:49,030 --> 00:40:47,200
you feel drawn to me

1122
00:40:52,390 --> 00:40:49,040
this is for intel lady friend of the

1123
00:40:57,829 --> 00:40:54,630
well i i love the respect and just the

1124
00:40:57,839 --> 00:41:01,430
i love that

1125
00:41:04,790 --> 00:41:02,950
she's just sucking up to try to get a

1126
00:41:11,829 --> 00:41:04,800
good reading i think

1127
00:41:15,430 --> 00:41:13,030
there you go

1128
00:41:22,230 --> 00:41:15,440
all right

1129
00:41:25,430 --> 00:41:24,150
there's a trip okay because this venture

1130
00:41:27,030 --> 00:41:25,440
car comes up whenever this venture card

1131
00:41:28,390 --> 00:41:27,040
comes up it means take a little trip

1132
00:41:31,030 --> 00:41:28,400
it's like also with the rejuvenation

1133
00:41:32,550 --> 00:41:31,040
line take a little time go on a little

1134
00:41:34,470 --> 00:41:32,560
trip do some

1135
00:41:36,630 --> 00:41:34,480
do something there's divine

1136
00:41:38,550 --> 00:41:36,640
love and there's a wish fulfillment

1137
00:41:40,470 --> 00:41:38,560
that's not there's something blocking

1138
00:41:42,470 --> 00:41:40,480
you because

1139
00:41:43,829 --> 00:41:42,480
you're not taking time for yourself

1140
00:41:45,270 --> 00:41:43,839
divine love

1141
00:41:48,069 --> 00:41:45,280
and venture okay

1142
00:41:50,550 --> 00:41:48,079
follow that follow what that means for

1143
00:41:52,710 --> 00:41:50,560
you i i can generalize because it's my

1144
00:41:54,230 --> 00:41:52,720
experience but like

1145
00:41:55,750 --> 00:41:54,240
do something

1146
00:41:57,589 --> 00:41:55,760
that is out of your wheelhouse don't

1147
00:41:59,829 --> 00:41:57,599
think that everyone

1148
00:42:01,670 --> 00:41:59,839
okay you're a kind person not everyone

1149
00:42:03,990 --> 00:42:01,680
has been kind to you

1150
00:42:06,309 --> 00:42:04,000
but you are giving so you

1151
00:42:07,109 --> 00:42:06,319
being giving and following through with

1152
00:42:08,069 --> 00:42:07,119
that

1153
00:42:09,349 --> 00:42:08,079
life

1154
00:42:11,750 --> 00:42:09,359
uh

1155
00:42:14,069 --> 00:42:11,760
alignment and maybe not like a full-out

1156
00:42:15,670 --> 00:42:14,079
job or something but giving back in some

1157
00:42:17,030 --> 00:42:15,680
sort of way will

1158
00:42:17,990 --> 00:42:17,040
align you with a wish that you would

1159
00:42:20,630 --> 00:42:18,000
like

1160
00:42:22,230 --> 00:42:20,640
that's what i'm gathering just be kind

1161
00:42:23,750 --> 00:42:22,240
there's something about giving

1162
00:42:25,829 --> 00:42:23,760
something about giving and a wish will

1163
00:42:26,870 --> 00:42:25,839
be fulfilled after that but you will do

1164
00:42:29,910 --> 00:42:26,880
it

1165
00:42:31,109 --> 00:42:29,920
and that's why the wish will come

1166
00:42:32,630 --> 00:42:31,119
because

1167
00:42:34,390 --> 00:42:32,640
you know you don't do like it's like

1168
00:42:35,910 --> 00:42:34,400
karma right you don't

1169
00:42:37,750 --> 00:42:35,920
you can't just like do something that's

1170
00:42:39,829 --> 00:42:37,760
not uh

1171
00:42:41,589 --> 00:42:39,839
genuine and expect something back all

1172
00:42:44,470 --> 00:42:41,599
the time you know so do something

1173
00:42:46,950 --> 00:42:44,480
genuinely nice and watch how

1174
00:42:49,030 --> 00:42:46,960
things go don't don't let this

1175
00:42:51,349 --> 00:42:49,040
don't let this world get you down

1176
00:42:52,710 --> 00:42:51,359
be kind

1177
00:42:54,069 --> 00:42:52,720
very very nice

1178
00:42:55,910 --> 00:42:54,079
this is uh

1179
00:42:57,990 --> 00:42:55,920
funny uh

1180
00:43:00,309 --> 00:42:58,000
james page says i need protection from

1181
00:43:02,870 --> 00:43:00,319
the irs because effort yeah i just did

1182
00:43:05,349 --> 00:43:02,880
my taxes can you do a protection spell

1183
00:43:07,349 --> 00:43:05,359
for me to protect me from the irs

1184
00:43:08,470 --> 00:43:07,359
stealing every dime i made last year

1185
00:43:10,950 --> 00:43:08,480
that'd be great

1186
00:43:13,349 --> 00:43:10,960
ellen fox has a good question sometimes

1187
00:43:16,470 --> 00:43:13,359
people come here and they're not asking

1188
00:43:18,470 --> 00:43:16,480
a selfish you know like a reading for me

1189
00:43:21,910 --> 00:43:18,480
but they want to know so alan fox has

1190
00:43:23,430 --> 00:43:21,920
been following elon musk thinking um i

1191
00:43:25,510 --> 00:43:23,440
think that ellen believes that he's

1192
00:43:27,990 --> 00:43:25,520
going to be like the

1193
00:43:30,630 --> 00:43:28,000
father of a star trek kind of future for

1194
00:43:32,790 --> 00:43:30,640
us like he's gonna take us to mars and

1195
00:43:34,550 --> 00:43:32,800
save the atmosphere and all of these

1196
00:43:36,710 --> 00:43:34,560
things so she wants to know will elon

1197
00:43:37,910 --> 00:43:36,720
musk figure out warping of time and

1198
00:43:38,829 --> 00:43:37,920
space

1199
00:43:42,150 --> 00:43:38,839
he

1200
00:43:43,750 --> 00:43:42,160
has oh that's interesting

1201
00:43:46,230 --> 00:43:43,760
you believe that he has

1202
00:43:48,710 --> 00:43:47,349
okay

1203
00:43:51,270 --> 00:43:48,720
i don't

1204
00:43:53,589 --> 00:43:51,280
i i have heard through the grapevine i

1205
00:43:57,750 --> 00:43:53,599
don't want to say too much but

1206
00:43:59,430 --> 00:43:57,760
back in 2020 there's people that

1207
00:44:00,870 --> 00:43:59,440
i knew

1208
00:44:02,470 --> 00:44:00,880
like friends of friends that were

1209
00:44:04,309 --> 00:44:02,480
working for

1210
00:44:07,190 --> 00:44:04,319
very big companies that were psychics

1211
00:44:09,349 --> 00:44:07,200
like they were hired psychics

1212
00:44:12,870 --> 00:44:09,359
um for big companies and that's all i'll

1213
00:44:16,950 --> 00:44:14,550
i'm gonna try to find the next one i

1214
00:44:19,430 --> 00:44:16,960
apologize here i got uh

1215
00:44:21,829 --> 00:44:19,440
i got i got stuck here in the live chat

1216
00:44:23,109 --> 00:44:21,839
oh bobby dog stone is here and asks for

1217
00:44:25,910 --> 00:44:23,119
a reading

1218
00:44:27,270 --> 00:44:25,920
bobby dogstone welcome bobby dogstone if

1219
00:44:29,109 --> 00:44:27,280
anybody would like a reading please

1220
00:44:30,950 --> 00:44:29,119
asking all capital letters i'm trying to

1221
00:44:33,589 --> 00:44:30,960
get to you all

1222
00:44:36,150 --> 00:44:33,599
so i apologize if we missed anybody

1223
00:44:40,630 --> 00:44:36,160
i try to do these in order of the people

1224
00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:44,309
okay

1225
00:44:48,550 --> 00:44:47,030
let go of the need for perfection my

1226
00:44:49,829 --> 00:44:48,560
friend

1227
00:44:52,630 --> 00:44:49,839
because

1228
00:44:54,550 --> 00:44:52,640
life is not going to

1229
00:44:56,230 --> 00:44:54,560
ever be perfect you're never going to be

1230
00:44:58,309 --> 00:44:56,240
absolutely ready take the leap as soon

1231
00:44:59,990 --> 00:44:58,319
as possible okay because look the wish

1232
00:45:01,510 --> 00:45:00,000
card came up again

1233
00:45:02,309 --> 00:45:01,520
um reversed

1234
00:45:07,670 --> 00:45:02,319
so

1235
00:45:08,870 --> 00:45:07,680
it will here i'll put it back up

1236
00:45:11,430 --> 00:45:08,880
the wish

1237
00:45:13,670 --> 00:45:11,440
upside down so

1238
00:45:15,270 --> 00:45:13,680
you're honestly you're the uh

1239
00:45:17,030 --> 00:45:15,280
you're blocking your own blessings in a

1240
00:45:18,309 --> 00:45:17,040
sense right because you're like okay

1241
00:45:19,910 --> 00:45:18,319
well when this happens then i'll do it

1242
00:45:20,790 --> 00:45:19,920
when this happens then i'll do it just

1243
00:45:22,630 --> 00:45:20,800
do it

1244
00:45:24,390 --> 00:45:22,640
just do what you got to do

1245
00:45:26,150 --> 00:45:24,400
and stop bleeding because

1246
00:45:28,069 --> 00:45:26,160
the universe wants to give you what you

1247
00:45:31,109 --> 00:45:28,079
want but it's not going to look exactly

1248
00:45:34,470 --> 00:45:31,119
how you mapped out and be

1249
00:45:37,510 --> 00:45:36,069
excuse me

1250
00:45:39,990 --> 00:45:37,520
um so you have

1251
00:45:42,630 --> 00:45:40,000
also the wisdom card so you are

1252
00:45:44,150 --> 00:45:42,640
super intelligent you just need to put

1253
00:45:45,670 --> 00:45:44,160
it forward okay

1254
00:45:48,309 --> 00:45:45,680
put it forward and be honest with

1255
00:45:50,230 --> 00:45:48,319
yourself about what you know and how to

1256
00:45:52,870 --> 00:45:50,240
navigate this game of life because you

1257
00:45:55,910 --> 00:45:52,880
know it's right there you just have to

1258
00:45:56,630 --> 00:45:55,920
get like released release your um need

1259
00:45:58,950 --> 00:45:56,640
to

1260
00:46:00,870 --> 00:45:58,960
have it all mapped out it's gonna be

1261
00:46:03,750 --> 00:46:00,880
it's going to come you some discernment

1262
00:46:05,910 --> 00:46:03,760
maybe get rid of some people that

1263
00:46:07,510 --> 00:46:05,920
you know are negative uh

1264
00:46:09,430 --> 00:46:07,520
gossiping in your life there's maybe

1265
00:46:10,870 --> 00:46:09,440
some gossiping going on

1266
00:46:12,550 --> 00:46:10,880
um

1267
00:46:14,230 --> 00:46:12,560
you don't need any of that

1268
00:46:15,670 --> 00:46:14,240
and there's a wish literally just

1269
00:46:17,589 --> 00:46:15,680
release

1270
00:46:19,190 --> 00:46:17,599
the need of that like one path like this

1271
00:46:20,390 --> 00:46:19,200
is how i'm going to get what i want it's

1272
00:46:21,510 --> 00:46:20,400
not going to happen that way remember

1273
00:46:25,750 --> 00:46:21,520
once you release it you'll have your

1274
00:46:29,349 --> 00:46:27,030
there we go

1275
00:46:31,670 --> 00:46:29,359
and i just put another anybody who wants

1276
00:46:34,870 --> 00:46:31,680
a reading we'll do a few more

1277
00:46:37,030 --> 00:46:34,880
uh ask for them in all capital letters i

1278
00:46:38,790 --> 00:46:37,040
i also want to ask you if if you're

1279
00:46:40,470 --> 00:46:38,800
married and what does your husband think

1280
00:46:43,030 --> 00:46:40,480
about what you do

1281
00:46:47,270 --> 00:46:43,040
i am not married um

1282
00:46:51,349 --> 00:46:47,280
i am in a relationship and he loves it

1283
00:46:53,190 --> 00:46:51,359
actually i met him on reddit doing this

1284
00:46:55,349 --> 00:46:53,200
and i literally was like

1285
00:46:57,270 --> 00:46:55,359
i have passively was like yeah i

1286
00:46:58,870 --> 00:46:57,280
literally knew i was gonna marry him the

1287
00:47:01,589 --> 00:46:58,880
first time i talked to him like it was

1288
00:47:03,829 --> 00:47:01,599
literally oh that's interesting

1289
00:47:05,750 --> 00:47:03,839
that was two years ago i could imagine

1290
00:47:07,910 --> 00:47:05,760
though that men would be intimidated

1291
00:47:10,230 --> 00:47:07,920
thinking that you're psychic or a reader

1292
00:47:13,190 --> 00:47:10,240
because they think well i can't get

1293
00:47:16,950 --> 00:47:13,200
anything past her right you know exactly

1294
00:47:20,150 --> 00:47:16,960
well thank god he doesn't try but

1295
00:47:22,470 --> 00:47:20,160
oh okay uh sun sun ray's homesteader is

1296
00:47:25,109 --> 00:47:22,480
here and i apologize for missing it says

1297
00:47:27,270 --> 00:47:25,119
i s way back i will ask again please may

1298
00:47:29,670 --> 00:47:27,280
have a reading i have never had one so

1299
00:47:30,470 --> 00:47:29,680
first time for everything glad that we

1300
00:47:32,710 --> 00:47:30,480
can

1301
00:47:34,390 --> 00:47:32,720
do that for you sunrays homesteader

1302
00:47:36,950 --> 00:47:34,400
asking for a reading that this will be

1303
00:47:39,829 --> 00:47:36,960
the first time they've had one oh cool

1304
00:47:41,750 --> 00:47:39,839
well welcome

1305
00:47:42,870 --> 00:47:41,760
i am honored to be a part of your

1306
00:47:44,630 --> 00:47:42,880
journey

1307
00:47:46,790 --> 00:47:44,640
bobby dogstone says thanks that was

1308
00:47:55,430 --> 00:47:46,800
really helpful

1309
00:47:55,440 --> 00:48:00,950
okay

1310
00:48:04,230 --> 00:48:02,470
all right so you

1311
00:48:06,470 --> 00:48:04,240
have actual like

1312
00:48:08,069 --> 00:48:06,480
wisdom you this is not your first life

1313
00:48:09,670 --> 00:48:08,079
that's 100

1314
00:48:12,069 --> 00:48:09,680
um

1315
00:48:14,309 --> 00:48:12,079
there you're like sitting in like

1316
00:48:16,390 --> 00:48:14,319
picture this okay you see how she's just

1317
00:48:18,390 --> 00:48:16,400
like sitting in her

1318
00:48:20,390 --> 00:48:18,400
um

1319
00:48:22,710 --> 00:48:20,400
her chair i think what's what's the

1320
00:48:25,510 --> 00:48:22,720
what's the proper her throne the throne

1321
00:48:27,349 --> 00:48:25,520
and there's lots of people behind her uh

1322
00:48:29,109 --> 00:48:27,359
guiding her through this life their your

1323
00:48:30,870 --> 00:48:29,119
ancestors have got your back look at the

1324
00:48:33,109 --> 00:48:30,880
spiritual meaning of owls that might

1325
00:48:34,950 --> 00:48:33,119
mean something to you i was free

1326
00:48:36,549 --> 00:48:34,960
especially like that that's really

1327
00:48:38,230 --> 00:48:36,559
standing out in this card

1328
00:48:39,430 --> 00:48:38,240
um

1329
00:48:41,990 --> 00:48:39,440
don't be

1330
00:48:43,349 --> 00:48:42,000
worried about rejection for about who

1331
00:48:44,549 --> 00:48:43,359
you literally are because the rejection

1332
00:48:45,829 --> 00:48:44,559
card came up

1333
00:48:47,030 --> 00:48:45,839
i don't mean to sound like a parrot but

1334
00:48:49,670 --> 00:48:47,040
these are the same cards that keep

1335
00:48:51,430 --> 00:48:49,680
coming up for some of the readings

1336
00:48:53,510 --> 00:48:51,440
um

1337
00:48:56,150 --> 00:48:53,520
you are smarter

1338
00:49:00,950 --> 00:48:58,309
be like settling for less like you you

1339
00:49:01,670 --> 00:49:00,960
know you don't you are okay i think like

1340
00:49:03,589 --> 00:49:01,680
with

1341
00:49:05,190 --> 00:49:03,599
being rejected in some sort of sense

1342
00:49:07,910 --> 00:49:05,200
like you're okay with it even though it

1343
00:49:09,190 --> 00:49:07,920
might people are not always so kind but

1344
00:49:11,829 --> 00:49:09,200
there's uh

1345
00:49:13,349 --> 00:49:11,839
don't be ashamed of anything like that's

1346
00:49:14,950 --> 00:49:13,359
more geared towards family i'm pretty

1347
00:49:17,510 --> 00:49:14,960
sure it's like gossiping

1348
00:49:19,349 --> 00:49:17,520
and

1349
00:49:20,870 --> 00:49:19,359
your love life may have taken you're

1350
00:49:22,069 --> 00:49:20,880
smarter like we were just talking about

1351
00:49:22,950 --> 00:49:22,079
that's weird we were just talking about

1352
00:49:25,430 --> 00:49:22,960
how

1353
00:49:27,510 --> 00:49:25,440
um you can't get anything past

1354
00:49:29,510 --> 00:49:27,520
people like me men might be intimidated

1355
00:49:31,750 --> 00:49:29,520
no nothing can come past me this is the

1356
00:49:34,549 --> 00:49:31,760
kind of what it is in the same in in

1357
00:49:36,390 --> 00:49:34,559
related to your life experience you are

1358
00:49:38,549 --> 00:49:36,400
a very intelligent person and nothing

1359
00:49:39,829 --> 00:49:38,559
can get past you don't ever let that

1360
00:49:41,829 --> 00:49:39,839
don't ever let

1361
00:49:42,790 --> 00:49:41,839
someone take your kindness for weakness

1362
00:49:44,470 --> 00:49:42,800
um

1363
00:49:46,309 --> 00:49:44,480
you have a divine love inside of you

1364
00:49:47,990 --> 00:49:46,319
there's a light inside of you and i

1365
00:49:50,710 --> 00:49:48,000
would highly recommend

1366
00:49:53,109 --> 00:49:50,720
um if you want to talk more my link tree

1367
00:49:54,309 --> 00:49:53,119
is down below uh i would love to go more

1368
00:49:58,470 --> 00:49:54,319
into this because this is a very

1369
00:50:01,829 --> 00:49:58,480
interesting uh set of cards

1370
00:50:03,990 --> 00:50:01,839
interesting and we have next up is sandy

1371
00:50:06,230 --> 00:50:04,000
smith another first time person that has

1372
00:50:07,829 --> 00:50:06,240
never had a reading sandy smith says i

1373
00:50:09,589 --> 00:50:07,839
would like a reading as i have never had

1374
00:50:11,109 --> 00:50:09,599
one myself it sounds extremely

1375
00:50:13,030 --> 00:50:11,119
interesting

1376
00:50:15,190 --> 00:50:13,040
okay hold on one second i'm just gonna

1377
00:50:17,349 --> 00:50:15,200
my incense ran out i'm just gonna

1378
00:50:19,030 --> 00:50:17,359
i gotta have the incense going i bet

1379
00:50:22,790 --> 00:50:19,040
you've got some crystals there too don't

1380
00:50:24,549 --> 00:50:22,800
you i do you crystal hippy [\h__\h] right

1381
00:50:27,349 --> 00:50:24,559
can't be a crystal hippie [\h__\h] without

1382
00:50:28,790 --> 00:50:27,359
the crystals right what i never leave

1383
00:50:30,870 --> 00:50:28,800
home without them i actually have this

1384
00:50:32,950 --> 00:50:30,880
one it's amethyst

1385
00:50:35,670 --> 00:50:32,960
and it's uh

1386
00:50:37,430 --> 00:50:35,680
it's all about intuition

1387
00:50:39,190 --> 00:50:37,440
intuitive as well

1388
00:50:41,109 --> 00:50:39,200
well so the reading is for sadie smith

1389
00:50:42,549 --> 00:50:41,119
who has never had one herself says it

1390
00:50:44,710 --> 00:50:42,559
sounds extremely interesting and i want

1391
00:50:47,349 --> 00:50:44,720
to thank and recognize sunrise sunrays

1392
00:50:49,030 --> 00:50:47,359
homesteader who became a youtube member

1393
00:50:50,790 --> 00:50:49,040
you too can become a member and support

1394
00:50:52,630 --> 00:50:50,800
the show what is this youtube membership

1395
00:50:55,030 --> 00:50:52,640
what does that mean this is uh something

1396
00:50:56,630 --> 00:50:55,040
new for us it's it's you you contribute

1397
00:50:59,589 --> 00:50:56,640
like five dollars a month and then you

1398
00:51:01,670 --> 00:50:59,599
get some added extra benefits as well as

1399
00:51:03,109 --> 00:51:01,680
recognition in the live chat people know

1400
00:51:04,230 --> 00:51:03,119
that you're a member and supporter of

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00:51:06,470 --> 00:51:04,240
the show

1402
00:51:09,270 --> 00:51:06,480
um there you get extra content every

1403
00:51:11,430 --> 00:51:09,280
month and also i'll be giving the

1404
00:51:12,790 --> 00:51:11,440
youtube members all the patreon benefits

1405
00:51:15,589 --> 00:51:12,800
as well so

1406
00:51:17,910 --> 00:51:15,599
if you sign up for either you get the

1407
00:51:20,230 --> 00:51:17,920
backstage pass we do a monthly show

1408
00:51:23,270 --> 00:51:20,240
journal all of my music goes on patreon

1409
00:51:25,349 --> 00:51:23,280
so you get it for free um and

1410
00:51:27,270 --> 00:51:25,359
the patreon people sort of get a preview

1411
00:51:29,670 --> 00:51:27,280
like if i'm working on a new production

1412
00:51:31,990 --> 00:51:29,680
video i put all the pieces as i'm

1413
00:51:33,589 --> 00:51:32,000
getting it together on patreon and

1414
00:51:35,589 --> 00:51:33,599
everybody gets sort of a preview if

1415
00:51:37,910 --> 00:51:35,599
you're a member or patreon member before

1416
00:51:40,150 --> 00:51:37,920
the things go public and uh you helped

1417
00:51:41,510 --> 00:51:40,160
to support the show so thank you so much

1418
00:51:43,670 --> 00:51:41,520
yeah that's awesome can you just put

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00:51:44,870 --> 00:51:43,680
that person's name back oh yes yes here

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00:51:45,910 --> 00:51:44,880
we go

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00:51:58,230 --> 00:51:45,920
that was

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00:51:58,240 --> 00:52:04,069
so

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okay

1424
00:52:17,430 --> 00:52:15,359
being vulnerable is

1425
00:52:18,950 --> 00:52:17,440
it might come a little easy to you but

1426
00:52:21,030 --> 00:52:18,960
you feel guilty about it telling people

1427
00:52:23,270 --> 00:52:21,040
how you really feel but don't let that

1428
00:52:25,270 --> 00:52:23,280
stop you from finding like who you

1429
00:52:27,430 --> 00:52:25,280
actually want to be with and you might

1430
00:52:29,190 --> 00:52:27,440
lose people along the way but all these

1431
00:52:31,030 --> 00:52:29,200
cards like romance is on its way you

1432
00:52:33,910 --> 00:52:31,040
just need to not feel guilty about

1433
00:52:35,430 --> 00:52:33,920
actually putting yourself first okay so

1434
00:52:37,910 --> 00:52:35,440
guilt and romance

1435
00:52:39,910 --> 00:52:37,920
don't let yourself feel guilty for

1436
00:52:42,309 --> 00:52:39,920
speaking what you really want okay

1437
00:52:44,630 --> 00:52:42,319
um find the love from within yourself

1438
00:52:46,390 --> 00:52:44,640
divine love upside down tells me

1439
00:52:48,549 --> 00:52:46,400
that there's

1440
00:52:50,309 --> 00:52:48,559
like finding just go a little deeper

1441
00:52:52,069 --> 00:52:50,319
into yourself to find out

1442
00:52:53,910 --> 00:52:52,079
why you feel guilty for

1443
00:52:56,309 --> 00:52:53,920
speaking your mind and

1444
00:52:58,829 --> 00:52:56,319
putting yourself out there right

1445
00:53:01,430 --> 00:52:58,839
don't be so fickle

1446
00:53:03,750 --> 00:53:01,440
about decisions

1447
00:53:05,750 --> 00:53:03,760
try to before you speak

1448
00:53:08,470 --> 00:53:05,760
think for a second

1449
00:53:11,670 --> 00:53:08,480
um because then you change your mind

1450
00:53:16,230 --> 00:53:14,230
um you don't want to seem like you're

1451
00:53:18,069 --> 00:53:16,240
like not knowing what's going on right

1452
00:53:19,349 --> 00:53:18,079
but just kind of slow down for a second

1453
00:53:21,430 --> 00:53:19,359
take a deep breath you're one of those

1454
00:53:24,150 --> 00:53:21,440
people who might need to put that 15

1455
00:53:26,069 --> 00:53:24,160
minutes in the morning to

1456
00:53:28,390 --> 00:53:26,079
really dive into the wisdom that you

1457
00:53:30,069 --> 00:53:28,400
have within you because it's there you

1458
00:53:31,910 --> 00:53:30,079
just need to access it and it means

1459
00:53:34,390 --> 00:53:31,920
being vulnerable with yourself crying

1460
00:53:35,910 --> 00:53:34,400
for five minutes and then proceeding to

1461
00:53:37,589 --> 00:53:35,920
find a solution through those problems

1462
00:53:40,069 --> 00:53:37,599
implementing the life lessons that you

1463
00:53:42,069 --> 00:53:40,079
have up until now will do you a load of

1464
00:53:46,470 --> 00:53:42,079
good when you pay attention to it and

1465
00:53:49,829 --> 00:53:48,150
interesting

1466
00:53:51,589 --> 00:53:49,839
so anybody else would like a reading

1467
00:53:53,750 --> 00:53:51,599
please put in all capital letters i

1468
00:53:54,630 --> 00:53:53,760
think we're uh running out of time

1469
00:53:58,390 --> 00:53:54,640
though

1470
00:54:00,549 --> 00:53:58,400
so uh get your request in if we have uh

1471
00:54:02,309 --> 00:54:00,559
somebody else we have uh

1472
00:54:07,670 --> 00:54:02,319
some raised hosts that are said that

1473
00:54:10,950 --> 00:54:09,510
yeah interesting i know you're that was

1474
00:54:12,549 --> 00:54:10,960
the one i just like

1475
00:54:14,309 --> 00:54:12,559
before the one i just did now i'm

1476
00:54:15,910 --> 00:54:14,319
telling you there's something i i would

1477
00:54:18,069 --> 00:54:15,920
love to talk to you

1478
00:54:19,589 --> 00:54:18,079
um if you want to book a reading like

1479
00:54:21,510 --> 00:54:19,599
there was something there i'm telling

1480
00:54:25,349 --> 00:54:21,520
you

1481
00:54:27,430 --> 00:54:25,359
this full time now right

1482
00:54:28,390 --> 00:54:27,440
yes this is my career

1483
00:54:30,470 --> 00:54:28,400
yep

1484
00:54:33,270 --> 00:54:30,480
wow and how busy are you like how many

1485
00:54:35,990 --> 00:54:33,280
hours do you work in a week generally um

1486
00:54:38,150 --> 00:54:36,000
i do a lot of reiki mostly from just

1487
00:54:39,829 --> 00:54:38,160
like local people i have around here but

1488
00:54:41,750 --> 00:54:39,839
i have a lot of people that message me

1489
00:54:43,030 --> 00:54:41,760
on instagram so a lot of my appointments

1490
00:54:44,789 --> 00:54:43,040
aren't even on my website it's like

1491
00:54:46,069 --> 00:54:44,799
random people finding me from instagram

1492
00:54:48,230 --> 00:54:46,079
and tick tock

1493
00:54:51,190 --> 00:54:48,240
and so i just do like if someone can't

1494
00:54:52,710 --> 00:54:51,200
afford it and they really want help i am

1495
00:54:54,309 --> 00:54:52,720
so okay with

1496
00:54:55,829 --> 00:54:54,319
sending like i do donation-based

1497
00:54:57,190 --> 00:54:55,839
readings all the free readings for

1498
00:54:59,750 --> 00:54:57,200
people that can't afford it well that's

1499
00:55:02,150 --> 00:54:59,760
that's good right yeah it's like see

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00:55:03,750 --> 00:55:02,160
that's always been that's always been

1501
00:55:05,589 --> 00:55:03,760
you know if i'm to be honest with you

1502
00:55:07,990 --> 00:55:05,599
and i hope that i can be honest with you

1503
00:55:09,829 --> 00:55:08,000
not offend you you know you you could

1504
00:55:10,870 --> 00:55:09,839
take it i could tell already you know

1505
00:55:13,190 --> 00:55:10,880
you're not one of those people that are

1506
00:55:16,150 --> 00:55:13,200
so easily offended but like i've always

1507
00:55:18,470 --> 00:55:16,160
thought like if somebody has uh certain

1508
00:55:20,470 --> 00:55:18,480
abilities and i and i think that some

1509
00:55:21,990 --> 00:55:20,480
people genuinely do just have a higher

1510
00:55:24,630 --> 00:55:22,000
level of uh

1511
00:55:26,069 --> 00:55:24,640
intuition right maybe

1512
00:55:27,829 --> 00:55:26,079
i've always thought like well if you

1513
00:55:29,270 --> 00:55:27,839
really had this ability shouldn't you be

1514
00:55:30,710 --> 00:55:29,280
willing to help people so i'm glad that

1515
00:55:32,789 --> 00:55:30,720
you're willing to do that for people

1516
00:55:34,870 --> 00:55:32,799
that are not able to contribute

1517
00:55:37,670 --> 00:55:34,880
financially or having a tough time

1518
00:55:40,870 --> 00:55:37,680
carolyn burnett barnett will be our last

1519
00:55:43,190 --> 00:55:40,880
uh reading she says can i get squeezed

1520
00:55:44,870 --> 00:55:43,200
in we have just enough time maybe

1521
00:55:49,750 --> 00:55:44,880
i don't want to keep you here too

1522
00:55:55,190 --> 00:55:52,230
i like being busy if i can help

1523
00:55:56,230 --> 00:55:55,200
the world in any way i will

1524
00:55:57,910 --> 00:55:56,240
and it's

1525
00:56:00,309 --> 00:55:57,920
uh it's crazy because people from like i

1526
00:56:01,510 --> 00:56:00,319
will talk to people from australia

1527
00:56:03,510 --> 00:56:01,520
scotland

1528
00:56:04,870 --> 00:56:03,520
like all over the world

1529
00:56:06,150 --> 00:56:04,880
and then they'll message me back like

1530
00:56:07,990 --> 00:56:06,160
six months later being like what you

1531
00:56:09,510 --> 00:56:08,000
told me was so amazing and then it

1532
00:56:11,190 --> 00:56:09,520
helped my mom and my mom helped her

1533
00:56:13,750 --> 00:56:11,200
co-worker and it's like a trip it's like

1534
00:56:15,030 --> 00:56:13,760
a triple trickle effect of making the

1535
00:56:16,549 --> 00:56:15,040
world a better place and it's like

1536
00:56:18,150 --> 00:56:16,559
that's all it is

1537
00:56:20,470 --> 00:56:18,160
then

1538
00:56:22,309 --> 00:56:20,480
like that's that's why i'm here that's

1539
00:56:23,510 --> 00:56:22,319
what i do

1540
00:56:25,030 --> 00:56:23,520
well that's different

1541
00:56:26,150 --> 00:56:25,040
i'm not gonna tell you like some crazy

1542
00:56:27,670 --> 00:56:26,160
[\h__\h] like

1543
00:56:31,990 --> 00:56:27,680
you better be careful or someone's gonna

1544
00:56:35,430 --> 00:56:33,990
like nothing's gonna happen to you

1545
00:56:36,950 --> 00:56:35,440
hopefully you know it's not what it's

1546
00:56:38,870 --> 00:56:36,960
about it's about making your life a

1547
00:56:46,230 --> 00:56:38,880
better

1548
00:56:51,510 --> 00:56:47,109
okay

1549
00:56:57,109 --> 00:56:54,069
all right so companionship usually means

1550
00:56:59,190 --> 00:56:57,119
there's either like a friend or

1551
00:57:01,750 --> 00:56:59,200
getting out it goes both it could go to

1552
00:57:04,549 --> 00:57:01,760
one of two ways companionship mean like

1553
00:57:07,349 --> 00:57:04,559
you might already be in a relationship

1554
00:57:08,230 --> 00:57:07,359
or you're struggling to find some decent

1555
00:57:10,950 --> 00:57:08,240
people

1556
00:57:12,549 --> 00:57:10,960
in this life right so when i see this

1557
00:57:14,549 --> 00:57:12,559
card i usually

1558
00:57:16,309 --> 00:57:14,559
mean it's like go and be friends with

1559
00:57:18,069 --> 00:57:16,319
the trees like make a tree your best

1560
00:57:20,230 --> 00:57:18,079
friend tell your tree all the [\h__\h]

1561
00:57:22,789 --> 00:57:20,240
that you're going through and don't

1562
00:57:24,150 --> 00:57:22,799
worry about talking to

1563
00:57:24,950 --> 00:57:24,160
people

1564
00:57:26,470 --> 00:57:24,960
that

1565
00:57:28,549 --> 00:57:26,480
like you are happy about something and

1566
00:57:30,710 --> 00:57:28,559
then their response like their energy is

1567
00:57:32,390 --> 00:57:30,720
like jealous energy

1568
00:57:35,190 --> 00:57:32,400
be careful about those people around you

1569
00:57:36,710 --> 00:57:35,200
okay because it's like if you see

1570
00:57:38,549 --> 00:57:36,720
the corner there at the back there's

1571
00:57:41,190 --> 00:57:38,559
like someone lurking in the back right

1572
00:57:42,630 --> 00:57:41,200
always

1573
00:57:43,670 --> 00:57:42,640
you see how she's lurking in the back

1574
00:57:44,950 --> 00:57:43,680
back there

1575
00:57:47,109 --> 00:57:44,960
yeah right here

1576
00:57:48,390 --> 00:57:47,119
like be careful about people who don't

1577
00:57:49,670 --> 00:57:48,400
always want the best for you but know

1578
00:57:51,910 --> 00:57:49,680
all of your information because they are

1579
00:57:53,910 --> 00:57:51,920
the ones setting energy that is blocking

1580
00:57:56,150 --> 00:57:53,920
your path moving forward at the end of

1581
00:57:57,750 --> 00:57:56,160
the day call all your power back to you

1582
00:57:59,349 --> 00:57:57,760
and give back all the energy that you

1583
00:58:00,789 --> 00:57:59,359
have mistakenly taken along the way of

1584
00:58:02,549 --> 00:58:00,799
the day it will change your life

1585
00:58:04,470 --> 00:58:02,559
drastically because

1586
00:58:06,390 --> 00:58:04,480
energy in your aura field and on your

1587
00:58:08,230 --> 00:58:06,400
path will just it will affect you i

1588
00:58:10,150 --> 00:58:08,240
don't know how old you are but like in

1589
00:58:12,069 --> 00:58:10,160
my sense i'm almost 30 like imagine 30

1590
00:58:14,390 --> 00:58:12,079
years of interacting with people and

1591
00:58:15,750 --> 00:58:14,400
i've never given myself like energy

1592
00:58:18,309 --> 00:58:15,760
cleansing like

1593
00:58:19,109 --> 00:58:18,319
that could get

1594
00:58:19,990 --> 00:58:19,119
very

1595
00:58:21,349 --> 00:58:20,000
like you don't even know if those are

1596
00:58:23,430 --> 00:58:21,359
your own thoughts right you have to

1597
00:58:24,789 --> 00:58:23,440
clear your head you need to say

1598
00:58:26,710 --> 00:58:24,799
um anything that does not have

1599
00:58:27,990 --> 00:58:26,720
permission to be here is not

1600
00:58:28,950 --> 00:58:28,000
needs to leave

1601
00:58:29,750 --> 00:58:28,960
okay

1602
00:58:31,670 --> 00:58:29,760
um

1603
00:58:33,670 --> 00:58:31,680
there is an awakening here on the

1604
00:58:35,510 --> 00:58:33,680
horizon and it's going to lead to don't

1605
00:58:36,789 --> 00:58:35,520
resist it so that's what i'm saying like

1606
00:58:37,990 --> 00:58:36,799
you should be careful about the company

1607
00:58:39,510 --> 00:58:38,000
that you keep and you might lose some

1608
00:58:41,349 --> 00:58:39,520
friends but on the other side of that

1609
00:58:42,069 --> 00:58:41,359
there's a huge awakening about to happen

1610
00:58:43,589 --> 00:58:42,079
like you're gonna have some

1611
00:58:45,030 --> 00:58:43,599
self-realizations that will change your

1612
00:58:46,309 --> 00:58:45,040
life and then there's a wish fulfillment

1613
00:58:47,990 --> 00:58:46,319
coming

1614
00:58:50,470 --> 00:58:48,000
it's right there so

1615
00:58:52,150 --> 00:58:50,480
be prepared for that when you can dive

1616
00:58:53,430 --> 00:58:52,160
into yourself and get rid of all the

1617
00:58:56,549 --> 00:58:53,440
people in your life

1618
00:58:58,150 --> 00:58:56,559
that aren't necessarily giving you

1619
00:58:59,990 --> 00:58:58,160
positive energy

1620
00:59:01,589 --> 00:59:00,000
interesting in summary's homesteader

1621
00:59:04,069 --> 00:59:01,599
must have liked your reading a lot says

1622
00:59:05,750 --> 00:59:04,079
please tell her to check her paypal so

1623
00:59:08,230 --> 00:59:05,760
thank you for that thanks for the

1624
00:59:09,910 --> 00:59:08,240
support we appreciate that oh my gosh

1625
00:59:12,309 --> 00:59:09,920
thank you so much thank you for having

1626
00:59:14,150 --> 00:59:12,319
me on this channel and if anyone is in

1627
00:59:15,910 --> 00:59:14,160
the chat just know that you deserve all

1628
00:59:17,589 --> 00:59:15,920
the happiness that the universe has to

1629
00:59:20,150 --> 00:59:17,599
offer and it's

1630
00:59:22,950 --> 00:59:20,160
more than capable of happening and if i

1631
00:59:25,030 --> 00:59:22,960
can be any of any help my dms are always

1632
00:59:27,270 --> 00:59:25,040
open on instagram i have my readings

1633
00:59:30,950 --> 00:59:27,280
available use the 20 off i would love to

1634
00:59:32,710 --> 00:59:30,960
have uh connect with some of you and um

1635
00:59:34,870 --> 00:59:32,720
thank you for having me

1636
00:59:36,950 --> 00:59:34,880
yeah yeah it's my pleasure and and you

1637
00:59:38,150 --> 00:59:36,960
know uh some people are very skeptical

1638
00:59:40,230 --> 00:59:38,160
and they're also

1639
00:59:41,910 --> 00:59:40,240
you know i have to be honest that i'm so

1640
00:59:44,150 --> 00:59:41,920
skeptical that people are like what

1641
00:59:46,630 --> 00:59:44,160
stephen's having tarot card readers here

1642
00:59:48,069 --> 00:59:46,640
but you know i have an interest and what

1643
00:59:50,309 --> 00:59:48,079
better way to

1644
00:59:52,390 --> 00:59:50,319
decide for myself what i really think

1645
00:59:54,789 --> 00:59:52,400
about it besides

1646
00:59:57,430 --> 00:59:54,799
having an opportunity to up close

1647
00:59:59,510 --> 00:59:57,440
observe the way this works and

1648
01:00:00,950 --> 00:59:59,520
and people's reaction to it what people

1649
01:00:02,549 --> 01:00:00,960
think about the readings that they're

1650
01:00:04,549 --> 01:00:02,559
getting so for me it's it's like a

1651
01:00:05,990 --> 01:00:04,559
selfish research project having you or

1652
01:00:06,870 --> 01:00:06,000
stephanie here

1653
01:00:08,549 --> 01:00:06,880
um

1654
01:00:10,950 --> 01:00:08,559
i i try to learn

1655
01:00:13,990 --> 01:00:10,960
tarot cards myself and i'm terrible at

1656
01:00:15,430 --> 01:00:14,000
it but i you know i'm still learning

1657
01:00:17,510 --> 01:00:15,440
i think there's uh

1658
01:00:19,190 --> 01:00:17,520
there's something about those cards that

1659
01:00:21,670 --> 01:00:19,200
focuses me

1660
01:00:24,710 --> 01:00:21,680
if i'm trying to work through some

1661
01:00:26,390 --> 01:00:24,720
problem that i'm having in my life or

1662
01:00:28,069 --> 01:00:26,400
you know you know it's just like the

1663
01:00:29,030 --> 01:00:28,079
little things to gear you like to give

1664
01:00:30,710 --> 01:00:29,040
you something to think about like you're

1665
01:00:32,230 --> 01:00:30,720
unclear about something okay let's see

1666
01:00:33,670 --> 01:00:32,240
like it's just to clarify something and

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01:00:35,670 --> 01:00:33,680
when you get deeply connected to the

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01:00:37,910 --> 01:00:35,680
cards it's like you truly believe that

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01:00:39,990 --> 01:00:37,920
this is like the universe's way of con

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01:00:41,349 --> 01:00:40,000
like speaking to you you know and

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01:00:43,349 --> 01:00:41,359
clarifying things for you it's just like

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01:00:44,789 --> 01:00:43,359
when i go for a walk if i see like a

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01:00:45,670 --> 01:00:44,799
squirrel on my spiritual meaning of a

1674
01:00:46,710 --> 01:00:45,680
squirrel

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01:00:48,309 --> 01:00:46,720
um

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01:00:50,470 --> 01:00:48,319
and just see what

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01:00:51,910 --> 01:00:50,480
that means and just like really i go for

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01:00:53,349 --> 01:00:51,920
walks and i just enjoy i'm like what's

1679
01:00:56,069 --> 01:00:53,359
around here i'm like a pigeon what's

1680
01:00:58,470 --> 01:00:56,079
this meaning of a pigeon

1681
01:01:01,270 --> 01:00:58,480
i do i just i enjoy my life so much more

1682
01:01:03,030 --> 01:01:01,280
when everything in it might sound a

1683
01:01:05,430 --> 01:01:03,040
little narcissistic but honestly

1684
01:01:06,470 --> 01:01:05,440
everything in my universe is for me and

1685
01:01:08,390 --> 01:01:06,480
giving me

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01:01:09,910 --> 01:01:08,400
uh

1687
01:01:11,589 --> 01:01:09,920
like a push in the right direction like

1688
01:01:13,430 --> 01:01:11,599
angel numbers oh my gosh i get harassed

1689
01:01:15,109 --> 01:01:13,440
by angel numbers every single day one

1690
01:01:16,950 --> 01:01:15,119
one one two two two if they're

1691
01:01:18,150 --> 01:01:16,960
everywhere right like the last time i

1692
01:01:20,470 --> 01:01:18,160
just look at the comments it was like

1693
01:01:22,549 --> 01:01:20,480
303 and now it's 313. like those numbers

1694
01:01:23,829 --> 01:01:22,559
mean something to me and when they do

1695
01:01:25,190 --> 01:01:23,839
it's just like the little things just

1696
01:01:27,270 --> 01:01:25,200
like oh my gosh i'm on the right path

1697
01:01:29,750 --> 01:01:27,280
and when you start retraining your brain

1698
01:01:31,750 --> 01:01:29,760
to think in a more positive way and this

1699
01:01:34,309 --> 01:01:31,760
is coming from i was deeply depressed

1700
01:01:36,390 --> 01:01:34,319
for a very long time i had i have two

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01:01:38,950 --> 01:01:36,400
kids i was going through a huge

1702
01:01:40,230 --> 01:01:38,960
depression after that and just to snap

1703
01:01:42,069 --> 01:01:40,240
myself out back out of it it was like a

1704
01:01:43,190 --> 01:01:42,079
little game i played with myself and

1705
01:01:45,109 --> 01:01:43,200
then now all of a sudden it became a

1706
01:01:47,190 --> 01:01:45,119
huge lifestyle and i think in positive

1707
01:01:49,750 --> 01:01:47,200
affirmations like good things are always

1708
01:01:52,069 --> 01:01:49,760
coming my way and it has it's like the

1709
01:01:53,349 --> 01:01:52,079
past year alone has been mind-blowing to

1710
01:01:55,910 --> 01:01:53,359
me i've been

1711
01:01:58,069 --> 01:01:55,920
like basically completely sober for the

1712
01:02:00,630 --> 01:01:58,079
past year which was huge for me like i

1713
01:02:01,589 --> 01:02:00,640
said before i was drinking tremendously

1714
01:02:03,750 --> 01:02:01,599
and

1715
01:02:05,670 --> 01:02:03,760
yeah i need to work on that myself right

1716
01:02:07,109 --> 01:02:05,680
and it's just like bad habits like i

1717
01:02:09,190 --> 01:02:07,119
really just try to be like okay i'm

1718
01:02:10,789 --> 01:02:09,200
having a human experience how do i make

1719
01:02:12,789 --> 01:02:10,799
this better if i lose my cool i'm just

1720
01:02:14,789 --> 01:02:12,799
like how do i be a better person and

1721
01:02:16,950 --> 01:02:14,799
that's all it is and then it's now me

1722
01:02:18,230 --> 01:02:16,960
teaching other people how to take the

1723
01:02:19,990 --> 01:02:18,240
shitty moments in their life and

1724
01:02:23,029 --> 01:02:20,000
transmute them into something that is

1725
01:02:23,829 --> 01:02:23,039
going to be beneficial for everybody to

1726
01:02:25,430 --> 01:02:23,839
make

1727
01:02:27,829 --> 01:02:25,440
their life better like who doesn't want

1728
01:02:29,029 --> 01:02:27,839
to be happy all the time

1729
01:02:30,549 --> 01:02:29,039
yeah we can all use a little more

1730
01:02:32,390 --> 01:02:30,559
happiness in our life so i'm all for

1731
01:02:33,910 --> 01:02:32,400
that so i want to thank you for coming

1732
01:02:35,270 --> 01:02:33,920
here and i want to once again encourage

1733
01:02:37,029 --> 01:02:35,280
everybody and let them know that in the

1734
01:02:38,789 --> 01:02:37,039
description of the video is autumn

1735
01:02:40,150 --> 01:02:38,799
rose's link tree where you can contact

1736
01:02:42,870 --> 01:02:40,160
her or book a

1737
01:02:44,230 --> 01:02:42,880
longer reading and uh i encourage you to

1738
01:02:46,230 --> 01:02:44,240
do that make sure you use that this she

1739
01:02:47,990 --> 01:02:46,240
gave us a special discount code just for

1740
01:02:50,309 --> 01:02:48,000
truth seekers here it's in the

1741
01:02:52,069 --> 01:02:50,319
description of the video so you can get

1742
01:02:55,270 --> 01:02:52,079
a uh

1743
01:02:56,789 --> 01:02:55,280
20 off any any of her services

1744
01:02:59,190 --> 01:02:56,799
and i hope that you'll come back and do

1745
01:03:00,870 --> 01:02:59,200
this again sometime

1746
01:03:03,190 --> 01:03:00,880
you know my you know my contact

1747
01:03:05,109 --> 01:03:03,200
information i would love to come back

1748
01:03:07,029 --> 01:03:05,119
well i will hold you too thank you for

1749
01:03:08,470 --> 01:03:07,039
having me so i'm gonna i'm gonna toss

1750
01:03:09,910 --> 01:03:08,480
you out of here and play a quick bumper

1751
01:03:11,510 --> 01:03:09,920
but please stick around because i have a

1752
01:03:13,910 --> 01:03:11,520
selfish question that i want to ask you

1753
01:03:15,990 --> 01:03:13,920
off here

1754
01:03:17,190 --> 01:03:16,000
all right friends uh and i want to thank

1755
01:03:19,349 --> 01:03:17,200
each and every one of you for coming

1756
01:03:21,349 --> 01:03:19,359
here for truth seekers tarot card

1757
01:03:24,470 --> 01:03:21,359
tuesday special event

1758
01:03:27,589 --> 01:03:24,480
um you know uh i know that some people

1759
01:03:29,670 --> 01:03:27,599
are confused or uh

1760
01:03:32,150 --> 01:03:29,680
not understanding and what my interest

1761
01:03:34,230 --> 01:03:32,160
is here but uh i've always been

1762
01:03:36,150 --> 01:03:34,240
interested in tarot cards and psychics

1763
01:03:38,309 --> 01:03:36,160
some of you know that i have busted a

1764
01:03:39,910 --> 01:03:38,319
lot of fake mediums i have a big problem

1765
01:03:42,390 --> 01:03:39,920
with mediums and people who talk to

1766
01:03:44,630 --> 01:03:42,400
people's dead relatives

1767
01:03:46,870 --> 01:03:44,640
but the tarot card reading i'm still on

1768
01:03:48,549 --> 01:03:46,880
the fence about and and other things i'm

1769
01:03:49,670 --> 01:03:48,559
still on the fence about

1770
01:03:52,069 --> 01:03:49,680
and i thought this would be a good

1771
01:03:54,630 --> 01:03:52,079
opportunity to sort of study things more

1772
01:03:55,270 --> 01:03:54,640
closely with an open mind and then make

1773
01:03:59,190 --> 01:03:55,280
up

1774
01:04:01,029 --> 01:03:59,200
that i think about this

1775
01:04:03,510 --> 01:04:01,039
and maybe we'll do a breakdown after a

1776
01:04:05,990 --> 01:04:03,520
while doing these shows and and i'll

1777
01:04:07,750 --> 01:04:06,000
give more thoughts on it but so far i'm

1778
01:04:09,349 --> 01:04:07,760
still very interested especially

1779
01:04:12,150 --> 01:04:09,359
interested in the fact that some people

1780
01:04:13,829 --> 01:04:12,160
seem to be blown away by the accuracy of

1781
01:04:16,230 --> 01:04:13,839
the readings that both stephanie and

1782
01:04:19,349 --> 01:04:16,240
autumn rose has given here

1783
01:04:20,390 --> 01:04:19,359
um you know the proof is in in in that

1784
01:04:22,470 --> 01:04:20,400
to me

1785
01:04:24,150 --> 01:04:22,480
how how are these people able to blow

1786
01:04:25,510 --> 01:04:24,160
people away with their intuitive

1787
01:04:27,910 --> 01:04:25,520
readings

1788
01:04:29,910 --> 01:04:27,920
it's an interesting thing to follow and

1789
01:04:31,910 --> 01:04:29,920
we'll continue to follow it here i want

1790
01:04:34,789 --> 01:04:31,920
to thank each and every one of you uh

1791
01:04:38,150 --> 01:04:34,799
kind and generous benefactors paypal

1792
01:04:42,230 --> 01:04:38,160
donators new uh youtube members

1793
01:04:45,270 --> 01:04:42,240
and um bobby or i'm sorry

1794
01:04:48,230 --> 01:04:45,280
we did have a uh a paypal donation from

1795
01:04:49,029 --> 01:04:48,240
david bar david uh during the show david

1796
01:04:51,029 --> 01:04:49,039
b

1797
01:04:52,789 --> 01:04:51,039
he says listen i know that you've always

1798
01:04:54,630 --> 01:04:52,799
wanted your first crystal skull please

1799
01:04:56,069 --> 01:04:54,640
put this towards it well maybe not but

1800
01:04:58,950 --> 01:04:56,079
glad to support your show and the good

1801
01:05:00,710 --> 01:04:58,960
research you do thank you david b

1802
01:05:02,870 --> 01:05:00,720
so uh thanks to all our kind and

1803
01:05:04,390 --> 01:05:02,880
generous benefactors thanks to everybody

1804
01:05:06,069 --> 01:05:04,400
for joining us here in the live chat

1805
01:05:08,150 --> 01:05:06,079
always happy when there's an audience

1806
01:05:10,309 --> 01:05:08,160
glad that you could be here today to be

1807
01:05:12,549 --> 01:05:10,319
a part of mine until next time friends

1808
01:05:14,870 --> 01:05:12,559
my name is stephen cambion good good

1809
01:05:19,510 --> 01:05:14,880
night have a really good afternoon today

1810
01:05:19,520 --> 01:05:57,270
[Music]

1811
01:05:57,280 --> 01:06:10,510
so

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01:06:49,680 --> 01:06:18,080
[Music]

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01:07:20,410 --> 01:06:49,690
[Applause]